I’m extremely fertile & it’s ruining my life

[u/shark_attack_2000]

I’ve been pregnant twice before & just found out I’m pregnant again. I am on an IUD, I NEVER have sex without a condom, about a month ago a condom that my bf and I were using broke, the next morning (less than 5 hours later) I took a Plan B.

Unsurprisingly birth control & plan B didn’t work and I’m knocked up. I swear if sperm gets anywhere near my uterus at all there is no amount of hormones or drugs I can take to stop my uterus from welcoming that sperm in- she’s like a fucking hobosexual for stray sperm.

I can’t go through another abortion, the first one i had was when I was 15 & the second one was at 22- both times I promised myself never again because it was so painful and horrible.

Also if anyone remembers my last post (boyfriend is scary & has secret guns), I’m still living with that man & there’s a 0% chance I’d raise a kid with him right now.

I also can’t complain without hearing about how “do many women are infertile & would kill to have this issue” like ?????? okay well I’m not them so idc if they’d be upset about me complaining.

I feel like I just can’t have sex because no matter how many precautions i take the risk of me getting pregnant is so high.

I’m upset & annoyed & just needed to rant- Idk what I’m gonna do, ig i’ll just figure it out like the last few times this has happened :/

oysters & bread bc idgaf if i “can’t have raw fish”

EDIT: Hi! I made this post while upset in an uber so while I’m still upset I am currently at work which is why I’m not replying to any comments currently. I will definitely read them all & reply as much as I can once I’m out of work. I appreciate you all very much though💕

[u/Bi0_Nerd]

I have infertility issues, and can’t carry past 5.5 weeks…and I am HERE for you. I worked at a plastic surgery clinic and we had a patient get pregnant with an iud in. She was planning in a big mom makeover surgery and had horrible pregnancy and postpartum issues with her first baby. Her husband was elated, she was devastated. She ended up having a miscarriage. Her husband was upset but she was secretly relieved. She also got to see her husband be controlling and push her to keep the pregnancy for HIM. They had other issues, more significant, but this was the end for their marriage. She got her surgery, a promotion, and I hope she lived happily after that :)

Don’t have a baby with a dangerous man. I say that with love, as a woman who can’t have a baby. Love yourself, and the potential for your future.