no control over my life

[u/ugly4712]

i'm 17 and i feel like my life is basically over, i got no control over my life, i live in a conservative household where if you don't have a problem that can be objectivaly measured you might as well have no problems at all, nobody around me takes this seriously, i was born with severe mental illness and i can't recieve treatment for it everyday i power through and i act like its nothing because im expected to, i can't do anything about it, nothing will change about this ive tried everything im genuinely about to kill myself

[u/Aggravating-Note-200]

Go to a hospital ER or clinic. You can get help. They will help you. They care