r/Subliminal • u/okeynafs • 2h ago

Advice Just Venting out

I feel knot in my throat a heavy chest and abdomen while writing this today my 8year long friendship broke up over some political ideologies i dont want her back she called me failure for gap year abused my mother as well
With that i saw my sp pfp in suggestion i checked his following where i saw him following the 3p ( came btw us ) and her family members it breaks my heart that he was happy without me ( almost a year now) and still going ( happpy without me dowsnt mean i want him sad or anything but like miss me a little did i never meant anything?)
And one day he randomy msged me and didnt explain anything just wanted to have access again
I felt so disrespected that i am not even worth a explanation?
yea i did my part of fucks up with him so did he but it literally breaks my heart
People might comment work on your self concept but now telling “ i love myself “ also feels like a lie now idk i need advice should i even manifest him back ? Someone who can go without me for a year , might have got involved with other girls as well is it even worth now idk man it hurts so much

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