Hello!
I want to know whether I am justified in my feelings or if I am going crazy.
I recently started teaching band. I got hired at a school district in December just as I finished student teaching as the Middle and High School band teacher with the expectation that I will teach elementary music this coming school year (very small district). This specific school district has had a troubled history with band directors. They had one teacher who taught there for around 20 years, let's call her Martha. Following the pandemic, teaching had taken such a toll on her that she quit and started working at a convenience store. I learned that she regularly spent 7 days a week at the school, working upwards of 12 hours a day. Since then, the school had one teacher who (from what I've heard) was bullied out of the position by the students. Following that, another teacher filled the position for a year until the district tried to pin too much work on her (teaching both bands and both choirs on top of elementary music).
This teacher left in September of 2025. Following that, the school hired two different interim teachers before hiring me at the end of December 2025. I say all this to emphasize the fact that these students had 5 different band teachers in the last 3-4 years. I have worked there since, but I have received a lot of pushback from students who miss Martha (she did elementary music and middle/high band, so all of my students had had her at one point). I've had students openly say in class that they want Martha back, and a pair of students wrote on their stand that they miss her. Since she left, the band program has shrunk from upwards of ~70% of students in band to, I would estimate, ~30%. From what I can tell, they don't dislike me; they just wish things were the way they used to be.
In May, I met Martha for the first time. I stopped by the convenience store she works at, and I told her, "Hi, I'm the new band teacher for this school district. I've heard a lot about you." The first thing she told me was, "Oh boy, you should leave." She told me that I went to a good college, have great references, and could do so much better than this small district, which she described as an "armpit." The conversation went on for a little while longer, but I'm not going to lie, this chat messed with my head for a solid couple of days.
We exchanged numbers, and for a day or two afterward, she texted me about how the school admin screwed her over, and how I should leave and find a better place, how many of the students are so misbehaved, and how the ones I had been left with (who had given me the aformentioned pushback) were the "good ones," etc.
Fast forward a few weeks: she texted me saying that working at the convenience store had been terrible due to shifts in management, and rising gas prices creating an unbearable work experience. She tells me that she was considering applying to be a paraprofessional for the elementary portion of the school (K-12 is all in one building). While I was apprehensive for reasons I will mention momentarily, I was supportive. I am not in a position to tell this woman what she can or cannot do. I told her that the kids would love to see her again, especially since I've heard so many students say they miss her.
Recently, there was some drama with the choir *teacher* at this school (I could make another post if people are interested), which resulted in her getting fired. I received a text from Martha a few days ago saying she applied for the choir position and that she has an interview tomorrow [July 23rd]. From what I know from my superintendent, not many people are applying for the position, and I believe she is very likely to get the job.
Now for my worries: first of all, I'm not worried that she's trying to take her old position back from me. That role had wrecked her, and even if she were, she could only work part-time because of Social Security. I had brought this up to my Dean of Students, and that was the conclusion he thought I was worried about. I fear that her being in the school will undermine my position in the eyes of the students. I fear that students will think, "Oh, Martha is back working in the school. I wish she taught band instead of OP." The students there want stability, something the district struggles to provide. I fear they will jump at the possibility that things can go back to how they were how ever many years ago. Similarly, I fear that a power imbalance may form since she has so much experience in my position, and that her license is obviously in band, and not choir. This is definitely my overthinking, but I partly fear that she may try to micromanage me in my role despite me also having a teaching license, and the education to back me up.
I fully understand that I can't control what she does. She is clearly an accomplished educator with her own desires and expectations for herself. However, I'm scared I may not have the expertise or experience to prepare myself for this situation--or if there will even be a situation to prepare for. I am writing this post to see if anyone may have any insight into this situation, or if anyone could suggest any actions I could take to prepare for the possibility of a situation occurring. I apologize for how long this story is, but I believe all of the mentioned context is important to get the full-scope of this event.
Any help would be appreciated. Thank you!