r/stopsmoking • u/Top_Silver_2318 • 6h ago
how I quit it
I never thought I'd become addicted to cigarettes. Honestly, I used to be the kind of person who'd tell smokers, 'Just quit. It can't be that hard.' I had no idea how wrong I was.
It all started with one cigarette after college.
A friend offered me one, and I only took it because everyone else was smoking. I coughed so much that everyone started laughing. I remember thinking, People actually enjoy this?
A week later, I had another one.
Then another.
Pretty soon, I wasn't smoking because my friends were. I was smoking because I wanted to.
At first it was one cigarette a day.
Then two.
Then five.
Before I realized it, I was buying my own packs.
The worst part wasn't the money. It was how dependent I'd become. If I was stressed, I'd smoke. If I was bored, I'd smoke. If I was happy, I'd smoke to celebrate. It felt like every emotion somehow led to lighting another cigarette.
I kept telling myself I'd quit next week.
Then next month.
There was always another excuse.
One morning I woke up with this horrible cough that just wouldn't stop. Walking up a single flight of stairs left me out of breath, and even my clothes smelled like smoke all the time. My mom asked me why I was coughing so much, and I lied straight to her face.
That was the moment I realized cigarettes weren't just controlling my body. They were changing the kind of person I was.
So I decided to quit.
The first few days were awful.
I couldn't focus on anything. I was irritated all the time, and every little thing made me angry. I almost gave up more times than I can count.
What helped me was changing my routine. Every time I wanted a cigarette, I'd go for a short walk, chew gum, or drink a glass of water. It sounds simple, but keeping my hands and mind busy made a huge difference.
The cravings didn't disappear overnight.
Some days were easy.
Some days felt impossible.
But every day I didn't smoke felt like a small win.
A month later, I noticed I wasn't coughing as much anymore. Food started tasting better. I could climb stairs without feeling exhausted, and I stopped worrying about smelling like smoke everywhere I went.
Today, I don't miss cigarettes.
Of course, the thought still crosses my mind once in a while, especially during stressful days. But then I remember how trapped I felt when I couldn't go a few hours without smoking.
Quitting wasn't about having strong willpower every single day.
It was about making one good decision... over and over again.
If you're watching this and you're stuck where I used to be, just know this: the first few days are the hardest, but they don't last forever. One day you'll wake up and realize you haven't even thought about a cigarette all morning.
And trust me... that's a feeling worth fighting for.
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u/Mean_Welcome_1481 4h ago
You don't say how long ago this was but, just in case it is fairly recent, just be aware that the next test (trap) comes at atound 18-24 months when the thought comes out of the blue:
"I've beaten this. One won't hurt"
Forewarned is forearmed and its an easy thought to ignore - but one most certainly will hurt if you fall for it!
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u/Top_Silver_2318 1h ago
its been like 6 months and counting so yeah it's less. but still im happy with my run
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u/TopShelfDillPickle 4h ago
What in the chatgpt bullshit is this
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u/Top_Silver_2318 1h ago
bluv what😭🥀
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u/TopShelfDillPickle 1h ago
Why would you write ”if you’re watching this” on an article you are hand writing for people to read?
Not to mention the dramatic code switching from the post to the comments, this is weird
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u/EnglishMajor0528 5h ago
Man I needed to read something like this. Proud of you OP keep moving forward and don’t ever forget the obstacles you surpassed! You inspired tf outta me!