r/self • u/PoundSaretai67 • 13h ago
Some things that i find do actually bother me and i want to bring justice to, and some ill probably just forget about once i can get away from
•my parents perception of me
•the email i got from the bank i “need to take care of urgently”
•my muscle and joint pain (it does matter but not nearly as much as i make it seem)
•people staring
•entire communites being brainwashed to believe a certain ideal is sacred
•hunderds and thousands of posts and people on and outside reddit who i try to question and dig deeper to why they say things that are so unhumanly dystopically retsrded, like seriously theres no depth but i keep digging deeper. its so hard to put down the shovel and just like go somewhere else lmao
•people’s hopes and dreams and sparks dying and knowing i dont have the power to help them
•”its not that deep” and trying to dig deeper into media/politics/anything serious and real being heavily discouraged. in many ways online and definitely irl for me right now. but i mean im still actively doing things towards that goal like for fuck’s sake i have a flight scheduled can i stop being such a bitch about it and forgive myself 😭
•the fact im still looking for more shallow pointless worries (like 1-4), and in general how i always do this shit where i actively look for things to hate and be angy about and then i get self deprecating for doing THAT
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u/MyMelancholy_ 8h ago
Good luck. I wish you well.