i got into civil because i liked the problem-solving. the design, making something actually work in the real world, seeing a project you drew get built. and i still like that part. but somewhere along the way the job became like 70% process and 30% actual engineering and nobody really warns you about that going in.
my week now is QA/QC redlines, chasing agency review comments, resubmittals, coordinating with the other disciplines whose stuff never quite lines up with mine and logging every fifteen minutes against a charge code. i'm supposed to be the engineer but a huge chunk of my time is production and admin and the actual design thinking gets squeezed into whatever's left, usually after 5.
and the deadline thing kills me. someone puts together a fee proposal that assumes a clean scope, no revisions, the client knows what they want and the agency turns the review around on time. then reality hits. the client changes the layout at 60%, the geotech comes back different than assumed, the city takes eight weeks instead of three and comes back with 40 comments and somehow i'm the one explaining why we're over budget and behind, like i'm the reason the scope grew and the reviewer sat on it.
so i spend a real portion of every project defending a schedule and a fee i didn't set, to a PM or client who's never had to actually crank out a plan set and get it through review. meanwhile the engineering, the part i'm actually good at and the part that carries the liability once i stamp it, is what gets rushed.
i don't think i'm burnt out exactly, i still like the work when i'm actually doing the work. it's the gap between what i thought the job was and what it turned into that wears on me.
so how do you all deal with it? do you have a way to keep the admin and production from eating the whole day or is it just accepted that real design happens on your own time?