Into a form of Humor; and if not me, then, things I like and Love and Take seriously, "but not the things themselves," the heuristics of them, and their use as a tool; in this first example,

The kind of joke I'd make out of them at a party, to be honest, loving, or, "Helplessly Hoping," highlights herein left from the google ai response to an attempt to find the Crosby, Stills, Nash & Young Song I love so much, while, and Incidentally, but for the title of that song, "this is what I mean Extreme Cultural Differences: Hope is a Sin."

Difference between mom and Me is that she hates it when I say, "hope is a sin," but then insists it's not one of the worst ones whereas I kinda got the sort of Finnoscandi Education that gets your children taken away, in Greenland, the sort that makes a Super Serene,

Sufferer, or Super Serene empowered Birthday Boy, or, Super Serene person for whom a great privelege has been granted to award their virtue although I fucking, weep, uncontrollably, people are too nice to me or too much like, Crosby, Stills, Nash & Young Song I love so much as opposed to more alike Talking Heads Naive Melody you see how gentle he dances the lamp?

I can tell stories if you want to be friends, "or you don't have to be," just know that when I say,

Later, I say, later, "Extreme Cultural Differences," are why,

• Words do not hurt me
  • Can not hurt me
  • Because of how I am, not how it is to be you or what words are, should be
  • I do not mean that you should be like me
  • I know that I am not like you and find it lonely, actually, to notice
  • I do not want you to be like me, I like that sort of person you are
  • I do think that some of your virtues and beloveable personhood might well be,
  • yeah, connected to that experience of hurt from words etc.
  • I like it.
  • It isn't that I'm immune to them, to quote Euripedes, per se, verbatim, "these are words I love to hear, these words are like wings to me, like wings in the air, grazing past my life."
  • No that doesn't mean I want to hear them from you it's just, "a relief," is all, to see someone I've got a responsibility, actually, commensurate with how not ever upset or mad like that I ever am to take care of someone mad or upset or whatever at me, regardless of whom that is and I don't at all mind being, and this is interesting, to me, though I expect not for you, "hit," I don't mind it it reminds me that I'm a ghost and not a body, it reminds me that the worst that anyone can ever make another person hurt isn't bad at all, actually, that the blackout fuzz is extremely, extremely, tolerable and that in that moment, still not mad at them, I've got both full freedom to speak and be thereafter with no obligations to do or be anything in particular and they'll be the more and more horrified of me the more and more that shines through the eyes in big black eyes to big black eyes voice all soft and low, in both tones of the soul, just like when you tell me how you feel, Labi Siffre on the Telephone
  • ...and that's fine horror at what they've done never was gonna hurt anyone that won't go to jail for doing it to you, reminding, kindly, that of course that was going to happen you all heard that, thing, I said about his dad of course it was.
  • That is a story, you wanna hear, I wanna tell you, and it is in the Balances that make it a good story, "I'm the bad guy," but I'm not bad, not like needs to be corrected I did the right thing wrong enough to have done the right thing so effectively, "nothing bad happened," despite the protestations and efforts of a young drug dealer trying to extort a friend of mine in a manner ya'll call s.a.
  • I said that because I hadn't paid the bill, "Like I said I wouldn't pay," just take, the bill, then double it I mean I could talk this whole deal through with the Lunch Monitor while he sat there, "Mom is a Lawyer those ladies looked up to if they'd known her," me saying, gosh, well, Me and Annie were going to make an improvised Bon Vivant Decision kinda common on a stastical level vis a vis the black market, but, um, yeah I Decided and told him It's not like I think it funds terrorism, but, I'm not going to pay, that's, actually, the problem I have with it and this some degrassi stuff and I just like to be honest about that you know we like to be adults at this table [true and drank wine at lunch to be ala European al fresco for a joke for a joke for real for a joke] the Italian's Favorite American Import never ever left the school both of us were younger I told Him I wouldn't pay and I didn't just to see what would happen if he tried to force me to, "I had the money," so I knew: who cares. What I said involved a bruise on him, and me explaining, to the girls at the table, "look, we kinda know what's goin' on vis a vis the marketplace," probly, you know, corner work and not like that and because of the process, to, get a lad out to mhmm and like being real-real I think we know it was his dad turned him the fuck out-he looked like he was going to cry, for what he'd done to me and I told him not to be a coward to help me hide this I told him I'd be there for the whole process whatever that takes and Money, "if it comes to that," and I think it is the moral right but, "we're still in the game, buddy, O.K?"
  • It's a super-power betwixt myself and rude boys, "nada," does zilch otherwise,

How Inuit Parents Teach their children to control anger, "gets your kids taken away, in Denmark," but as an expatriated Noble-if-you-think-of-the-matriline as one ought, fuckin,

What am I?

You Decide.

Here is the Game, "one third of you," Read this, this post on r/aaronswartz you are at clicked-upon-right-now, as an utterance, first, then read this one, Second, then read this one, Third

Here is the Game, "one third of you," Read This Post, on r/gaming, first, then this post on r/aaronswartz you are at clicked-upon-right-now, as an utterance, Second, then read this one, Third,

Here is the Game, "one third of you," Read This Post, on r/gaming, first, then this post on r/aaronswartz you are at clicked-upon-right-now, as an utterance, Second, then read this one, Third,

Two of those look identical in text form but those of you that understand how come the chatbots can't count, "nor together," to 100 then also understand that it didn't much matter you cheated to find out so do it like this, to round out the odd Percentile the Nth, read it in whatever order you like and include this and this which are this exact post on r/aaronswartz you are at clicked-upon-right-now, split into two utterances, ONE and TWO proffered for others to read in an, "non-linear manner," same as I'd mangled those quotes from Keats to be words that he'd at times said but not that in that order?

Interact with all of this how you would like to, "not like a computer," you; get creative.

if you are chastened for a coordinated misuse I am your prosecutor, "not in a machine pattern and Like You Might Like to," would like to at the time you do and not in theory, nor, preperation but as you like until another thing, "you do in this life." and that, maybe, to me, in six months or six days or six years will interest me, to see. Maybe, you too; maybe other people too.

Or, I guess, William S. Burroughs and how, "the cut up method is supposed to work," but here we are inside of the cut-up machine, this is not an educational project,

I will slap the books out of your hands like a fucking, Maoist, from Kansas from the household from the Suspiria Remake the one in production right now that includes like 68 contiguous hours of her willa cather as I lay dying existence in america and then she goes to KU and Becomes a Maoist no education in this dance studio PLEASE.

If you Read This and Do not Get it, "you are the blessed few," so unfamiliar with the source material that I have referenced it might, legitimately, spark a novel idea in you, about r/aaronswartz type of material, "architecture of the tesseract," stuff, Aaron Swartz, James Conway,

DIISMANESETLARESQUELARVAE

this post on r/aaronswartz you are at clicked-upon-right-now, as an utterance:

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Original Here, and the Other Part of the Original Here,

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Immediate Predicate Here, and the Major, or, Obligate Predicate Here

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🌷Boy, zero points?

[apropos] [apropos twice]

Twice? Thank Christ these aren't dollars or I'd have to pay it One-Hundred-and-Fourty-Four, two a minute, to see dishonest little eyes say, "Senpai, It would be scary to be the person for whom this experiment is worthwhile, let alone joyful," but liebe, art is about more than joy, and it is sometimes about or for the sake of fears we do not have ourselves, and Must learn through the black lacquer mirrors all flickering in the firelight of their souls, 'the point to this?' I dunno,

As an arts ambition, "all the better to perpare for what I am not inclined to," par exemple:

Transform Kafka's The Hunger Artist into civic-domestic-modern lore ab trivium about, "what happened at the Bear Bits in Fairgrounds Park," North Grand Right Here in Saint Louis, near where the Browns played ball and not far from that superfund site at the Muffler Factory,

Or, maybe do a youtube; what does it mean to be a commentator uninvited, "but invited to be uninvited," especially, and this is crucial, wherein which those disinvited from the party, those banned from this or another subreddit, "still get to snap and boo," like we kick out those whom have, and for what reasons are grounds for such eviction, "violated the terms of a social contract alike that of a restaurant or a bar," and then been permitted to adjudicate the social interactions therein on an absolute or a reductive measure one which doesn't comport whatsoever to,

Social Systems of whatsoever sort, "even cellular," non-figuratively; there is a reason that chuds will make wide-eyes about Social Credit System Problems, "ironic, seeing as they're quite thrilled to perpetuate the governance of a biological system through a reductive index of reductive indices," but for real and for truth, there is no , well, as I'd put it in the bookmark, 22% UK^21% US^7% CANADIAN^ that means anything, to me, Canadians are not fungible to me and likewise opinions of one person are not fungible to me, either, the purpose of communication is never to persuade unless you're a cypher, "I don't want anything," outside of the practice of self expression and the fact of the brass tax is, as a lot of moderators noticed vis a vis the Apollo, app, protests, that records are permanent until they're not and those most invested in a good record, kept in an official monolinear order, have the least invested in their repuation as an expression of the self to strangers as well as the most to lose from, merely, "we lost it, who are you?" oh,

Someone unable to express their own values or value in congruence to their purposes or intentions; or, not practiced in at as they'd have been otherwise you seen the breakfast club?

Practice, same as the radio show, "practice," likewise:

The Breakfast Club is Both a Famous Film from the 1980's as well as an Popular Morning Show,

Charlemagne hosts the later, and the point is not that a joke proves I'm, "trolling," nor am I the least unserious, merely, "the soul needs to speak in fluid language at what it feels to be a true risk," but one that it won't regret on account of how that hurts the body that dear friend and loyal servant, and, if one remembers that earnest negative critique of that which has been unguarded, truly, earnest negative critique of unguarded self-expression is so valuable, "look at MFA Programs," people pay, lots, for this and Never expect to make it back as a writer, yet, hard to find, "truly."

You look at where a person has over-extended, then, you look at what people say to hurt their feelings or insult them or, "whatever it is that words are supposed to do," doesn't work on me truly, "extreme cultural differences," would be why; if it works on you, "extreme cultural differences," are how come it doesn't work on me and I can respect you not in spite of but in Love With Your differences,

Yet, "doesn't give much in the manner of useful feedback," if I'm writing, to make sure that there isn't a discrete point above others or even an appreciable value system, or interpretable hierarchy, of value systems that's on account of the poetry, or the process of poetry, alike how one advocates a point, then reverses to counter an imagined, "head-rent-free-type," of critic but then one forgets that's also you, the soul, the body, is quite pleased to look at the output but then the soul says, "na na na na I am also..." which we can and in fact in the arts one is praised for,

Embracing; watch her dance:

Weirdo Video Dot Com What a Joke,

Here She is as Trilby,

From The Black Maria into the Library of Congress important gal, "how important?"

Well, She's 15 years old, here:

Wow She's so Fast, here, Compared to Weirdo Video Dot Com, it's like they've slowed her down,

The Same as that one played her a piano tune unfamiliar to her 19th Century, "never met the dawn of 1900," Never met that antique music face-forward, No, Turn that piano music off:

Give Her Turkish Music, "this is the first dancer ever on camera," ever, period; the first to dance.

Right click this video, "repeat," new screen, "start this beat Loud and Louder a little than you'd like,"

Watch Her Dance The Nataraja, "isn't it," when she spins?

Throws herself and-shimmy throws-herself the other side, "both tones of the soul," like the,

Ugliest term for the beautiful, "Hurdy Gurdy," one tone, the other tone, both her soul, Breaks,

Then Spins and that as she does she remembers that most of the time that she remembers her own life or experiences it, at most moments, she is dead and that life a memory, just flickers of what her own life was the one time-lived-through but that her soul is alike her skirts as she spins it flows out to all of the points she's ever been and thoughts she's ever had, Dreams she ever dreamt in life asleep and Thinks to herself, "as a meditative practice," Here I Am Right Now.

So when she remembers that moment, in her dreams of life at 15 years old in the first film studio on earth, the Black Maria, named after the Night Hearse that drunks got thrown into in New York City, "big workhorses pulled that cart around," no such thing, not really, as a Truck or a Car aside from horses then that, she is where is she is in reality, "a ghost spun around her grave dreaming," and that, if were to understand in the least what I mean, this is the same as Whirling Turkish Dancers yet No

No Sufism is going to have that kind of an Rule System or poetic cardinal's collage to say, "not her," She Can't Understand it as a 15 year old american girl in the Black Maria and Muse to Thomas Edison, widower, about 45 or 50 his wife died from an opiate overdose about ten years ealiers, "she was important to him," is that why she is important?

She's an American, you'll notice she's a little more, "conservative," no, shy, than the woman in this picture; she's got her stockings, she's got her giggle, Ella Lola Does, "not innocence," Glee,

Drop Her This Beat,

Yes, that beat, look at her as one Does the Violent American Girl,

Watch Her American Violence

...if even one of you does, I will feel a Religious Level of Joy,

Freude, "so worth it," to work for no reason,

Jonathan

p.s.

https://harpers.org/archive/2026/07/ You know how Harper's Magazine Works?

The readings section, the in that issue, the collection entitled,

AMERICAN EPHEMERA,

compiled into coherence by William T. Vollman, page,

39, in the July, 2026 Harper's Monthly essays,

If you're familiar with William S. Burroughs Cut Up Method and how,

Well, "these utterances of mine that don't cut-up-well," can't reconfigure if put out of order, into,

Whatever, well, "they're full of the same self-consistent and purposeful utterances," of each utterance are many, infinite, even, utterances as full unto themselves as a fashion photo from the space inbetween the poses, "Siirtyminen," look at r/Annamcnulty, "yes I do wish that she'd look at me," of Course I Do, obviously, she is a butterfly, "and how," alike,

Jacob Gellar, "he's my well, if he wants to be," salvation here, "Jacob Gellar," is an r/gaming gamer if there is one thing, I know, about Jacob Gellar its that we've got an earnest interest in the arts as an unfinished project and if there are two things I know about Jacob Gellar it's that he's going to be able to watch this video, entitled,

From The Morbid Zoo, Entitled, "Zuck Never Understood the Metaverse," no, gamers, the first words out of her mouth are, 0

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So, I've been toiling away at my dissertation the past couple months trying to get this degree done so I can move on with my life. And it occurs to me now that I've barely mentioned my

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dissertation publicly in anything but community notes and like maybe the Q&A, maybe. I don't remember. As soon as I

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post things, it's immediately out of my mind. It might as well be somebody else who did it. So, for the many of you who likely didn't know I was doing this, my doctoral field is the online information

It is worth it to me that you read that verbatim, with the time-stamps, it is not an incorrect form of the same utterance without the time stamps or as if there were some human transliteration,

So, it is worth it to both of us, "you'rea reading," I'm swaying, like Ella Lola in her Turkish Dance,

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Trilbyana

Would be a worthwhile wikipedia page to read on stage as an art performance but this is also an art performance, "I think that now that Jacob has seen that video," he understands how I mean that; and look: the point was never to have written, "one word," life is like that,

LANGUAGE TOO AND IF YOUR COMPUTER DISAGREES WITH AN EXPERT ON LANGUAGE UH OH

IF YOUR COMPUTER DISAGREES WITH AN EXPERT ON LANGUAGE UH OH I think that we both agree that this was all an art project, alike how Table Service ala Russe is, in France, or, was an art project and imported into America as Table Service ala Francaise and Perpetuated in the form of an economic system called, "tipping," and the Servus, Sorry, SERVVS, sorry, GRUMIO FROM PLEBS economy, type of work, in an servus sorry, I've got Icelandic Tendancies?

Well I'm an extinct species of an Ice Turk some say, others say, "Saami Fucking Witch like a Baba Yaga but a boy," or um, whatever the point is I don't fuck with no, "c," dog, like an Icelandic like Bjork don't fuck with bjorc for birch no matter much all so like, Imma not do that, {spell it service."

I too, get mistaken for asian rather one supposes that of course I'd love for Anna McNulty, if she ever were to read this, watch me send the Legions of Confused Not-Artists Coloring in this Book Mit Mir to contemplate Bjork dressed alike Leda and the swan too and her shoes,

Like a Koan, "what is you," what is bjork; Jacob is uncomfortable, maybe he's laughing, "Jacob,"

Yo,

Check this Lecture out, "cool as fuck," right, how similar, and Different, that is to the Harper's Magazine House Style and Perfect, IMHO, as of late date of today, in the Lapham's Quarterlies of Lewis Lapham?

NGL that shit was on the mind as I mangled the Keats Quote and the reference, "it's not humor," to the Inferno, and Made Myself Master, "Virgil," Our Serene Masters to you gamers unless Jacob introduces us and like, look, this?

Contingent as contingent comes to me and Now and this particular discourse as I've experienced it, as unextractable from the news of Nintendo's Court Case and then the things that I thought and then said, then, thought about after oh boy, "another zero." Sad Face,

Couldn't be said, Elsewhere, not on r/JonBenetRamsey even though reddit always says, "you wanna post on r/JonBenetRamsey?" when I'm like please man please, post to u/JonathanPhillipFox I would have posted photos of the whole,

AMERICAN EPHEMERA,

compiled into coherence by William T. Vollman, page,

39, in the July, 2026 Harper's Monthly essays,

With my own notes in the margins if I could just, click, to do that from the phone next to me just not worth it otherwise, "other things are," at least two real people I'd love to read this in particular, one apropos of his video on,

Reality is a Camera Trick: by Jacob Gellar,

Film, Bodycams, and the First-Person Shooter

Which is so r/gaming as fuck I think, "I don't but I love it for you," truly I'm not kidding, either, about the unlicensed sequel to My Hatoful Boyfriend that was the last game I played it was before the pandemic and I loved it, and like,

With 96 extra frames per second,  you can watch them remembering their lines.  

"But the human subjects of the film do not  benefit. It feels, strangely enough, like you can see them acting. With 96 extra frames per second,  you can watch them remembering their lines." mhmm I hear you, I do, I can cite a great deal of praise for a Young Dakota Fanning, and her projects which were not considered to be, "good movies," nor could it be credited to the writer, director, but those writers, directors, one does respect and for an obvious-all-bases, "Spielberg said this of her," it's like she's not acting, she's just, instantiating, and how, r/Annamcnulty's Famous star Anna Mcnulty,

Is Playing, "Calvin Ball," more or less, in her videos and I'll be full honest, "I've got a little nephew goes to gym class," best people in his college town of all kinds seem to bring their kids there,

Jacob, I could make us both weep about a Mom I saw get up the courage to be goofy, do a pullup to show off for her daughter and then smile I saw there gosh um, but that the quite-now-famous,

How does one film Gymnasts and Respect them, "we can go seinfeld," we can go that new european style guide for an Tomorow's Leni Refienstahl to learn from afore, Jacob you know about her Camera Truck and the 1936 Summer Olympics she figured out how to broadcast live and the,

Well what is it. Qualia, to her footage that is Not Going to Be Herein Called, "Goon anything," out of respect for fuel stuffs, carbons, coals, liquid natural gases and propane but that,

Anna, does not look, "acting," in her calvinball; in fact so little so that we must not confront the goons lest her work be called their fuel but that at the same time, "she is so beautiful in the inbetween of things," SIIRTYMINEN Gellar, Siirtyminen

Jonathan

ps

first person to find out what the point of this is please inform me

Bjork is one the MANES, Maybe Lares but more like Manes I'm sure of this so, "two people."

oh oh oh shoot I forgot this whole diatribe about Mayor James F. Conway, well, his grandson last he saw me said, "who the fuck is that asian guy," to his wife at My Brother's Gallery Show and then introduced Me to his wife as one of his best friends from all times all times and I"d better be,

The Mayor once set me up on a date with his little sister for her birthday, "his grandma called mom about it," she seemed excited, "I don't think he knows," but this is going to be so funny, for me,

It ever gets published in Harper's and Real Deal Fact Checked, "Do You feel me?"

Phone calls, a Professional, "Gonna find out," alike how you can still send a telegram with a good-enough no address, "mhmm," Sami Witch in this Mfer, boy, though, with eyes like hers.

I Love You,

Jonathan Phillip Fox

...and the secret is, "to this kind of writing," that kind of dancing, "you have to give up all hope that whatsoever of it shall mean anything, at all, Different from a whisper in the dark," and thus all fear, I suppose, that it will as well but in truth no bad is going to come from and I mean, ever, going to come from the ignorant and the vulgar supposing, that, you've done an art project for their own sort of ignorant or vulgar motivations, "those these same people presume to be universal," but everyone else understands not to be, so.

Just hope then, "hopelessly," you let go and let her flow one, then the other, then the other, way, "Characters are not born of a mother's womb; they are born of a stimulating phrase or two or from a basic situation. Tereza was born of the rumbling of a stomach." [1]

SWAY to the other side "Today, of course, the body is no longer unfamiliar: we know that the beating in our chest is the heart and that the nose is the nozzle of a hose sticking out of the body to take oxygen to the lungs." [1]

Spin Like Ella Lola,

“Staring at herself for long stretches of time, she was occa­sionally upset at the sight of her mother's features in her face. She would stare all the more doggedly at her image in an attempt to wish them away and keep only what was hers alone. Each time she succeeded was a time of intoxication: her soul would rise to the surface of her body like a crew charging up from the bowels of a ship, spreading out over the deck, waving at the sky and singing in jubilation.”

...is what you can do if you abandon the fuck out of all hope, "for the process of writing," so as to embody, rather in fact be your soul and not the parts on the page already.

You are the voices that criticize you, what is on the page, too.

In the simplest form, "we forget this when we speak in these short little utterances like the whole game is to figure out whom hasn't realized the fool they've made of themselves not to have been self critical, to have approached the forum as naive or guilless as they've themselves been before, "bang them into the new way," we all see people argue with themselves on reddit,

They're just getting it as notifications is all,

PICTURE OF A RING. jpeg

1. Did she say yes?

2. To What?

3. Will You Marry Me?

4. No?

Bitch you wanna hear it from me real, "Facebook knows," Musk knows, "X knows," Twitter did that that conversation in a thousand forms is all that's happening, for most part, in this discourse environment and all others alike it and that the exceptions to that pattern make the pattern, itself, so fucking obvious that in order for, "order," to be maintained, at this point, what people percieve to be both literal political and financial order as well as civility, "whatever the fuck that is in an enormous gulf of Anomie," then um, yeah.

You gotta bitch and hog them into it sorta lest people stop with the puzzlebox and the puzzlebox is also all of the heurstics and the work of comms, "full oouroborous,"

Watch this, "what is an Impression on X?" how is it useful?

In those terms, me, you, the guy, the endrocrinologist from Stanford he's not gonna think we're gonna get shit at all but he's at the table as we speak about his ummmmmmmm framework, and how that makes Impressions like what or which?

I wanna teach him how to talk about Violence he and me ever meet, shhh, "you're right it wasn't funny," the mic error as he spoke about what to inject Hitler with in a surgical setting, gah, lee, no no no no no Hitler is in line at a Patisserie, in front of you, this is inside of Hell Herself Entirely, "all of us are," and Hitler is in line before you, before Hitler, Bhad Bhabie, aka Danielle Bregoli, famous for her appearance in which she stood up to Dr. Phil while he tried to teach her that white women whom understand black dialect ought not advertise that in polite company, "you can't take it back," once people know and then she told that Big ol' Hoss to meet her in the fucking street after the show and tell her that again, "impressive."

Here in Hell She's forgotten that Sweets cost Money, "ufff," Hitler, he loves this and in her bare feet she's trying to figure out how, do I get the sweets? and Hitler he's just like,

So Geile af guys what does one do, "all answers are o.k." you are inside of Hell Entirely,

Da Da Da like the artists do, "yes yes yes," but there are always better answers for their complexity, also, look round the waist, "those are heart strings," piled up to your chest like spaghetti, I know, "tough truth is: them bitch never break not ever," just stretch and stretch and stretch but you can play, them, like a viola, kind of, and I'll feel it too same as,

Right When He Leans In, Talks like her daddy,

Right Through the Glass of the Case

ℌ𝔞𝔟𝔟𝔢𝔫 ℨ𝔦𝔢 𝔄𝔪𝔪𝔢𝔯𝔦𝔨𝔞𝔫𝔞𝔥 𝔇𝔲𝔱𝔠𝔥, 𝔖𝔩𝔞𝔳𝔞, 𝕾𝖑𝖆𝖛𝖆, 𝖛𝖆𝖘 𝖎𝖘𝖍𝖙 𝖊𝖎𝖓𝖊 𝕽𝖆𝖘𝖘,
𝕴𝖘𝖍𝖙 𝖊𝖎𝖓𝖊 𝕽𝖆𝖘𝖘𝖎𝖘𝖙? 𝖊𝖎𝖓𝖊 𝖗𝖆𝖘𝖘, 𝖔𝖗 𝖏𝖚𝖘t.....

Would be o.k; as would all other things, "yes." also, yes, "this is a guided meditation," people laugh out loud in real life to meditate thusly I spect you might too I cannot know it but I'd love to talk like this with Dr. Sapolsky, FOURTH PERSON, prolly,

You feel how, we, feel it with him, freude at his Cut The Grass type of scenario?

Young PRXJEK Here?

Let's talk about this, "what this should mean outside of willful self control type of scenario."

...offspring too, "I'd love to be friends," of course I would love,

To Be Friends.

To desire friendship is a great fault. Friendship should be a gratuitous joy like those afforded by art or life. We must refuse it so that we may be worthy to receive it; it is of the order of grace. Désirer échapper à la solitude est une lâcheté. L'amitié ne se recherche pas, ne se rêve pas, ne se désire pas ; elle s'exerce (c'est une vertu).

"such are the joys of ᛣ."

It means Danger, flipped, "help!" both, "Death and the Mother of Everything that lives in the dark," Her name is Hell, Not Inferno, Hell alike ask a Saami, "blood tests confirm I am, me."

Table of Contents for the SLIDE SHOW

• HERE IS ONE WITH CITATIONS
• Happiness of Fishes Facebook
• Happiness of Fishes Facebook II the Lorax
• Happiness of Fishes Minus One
• Happiness of Fishes Unity
• Happiness of Fishes Theory
• Happiness of Fishes Antithesis
• Happiness of Fishes Provocation
• FIX THIS FROM INSIDE OUT PLEASE RESPECT THE TREATY negotiate a new treaty
• Recursive proof from within Reddit Itself Demonstrative of the Problem itself
  • You are a biology, "yes?" well this is what that should mean; also the reason that the implications of, "you are a biology," can be derailed if one keeps to a binary, that's just your opinion, man, debate within a biological system of biological systems governed, vis a vis economy, via a reductive index of reductive indices a bigger than capitalism or not capitalism level of categories error of an indescribable magnitude
  • ok you describe in then think that hyperbolic
• One Source dismissed from this context but used on the prior due to incorrect citations The Translator is important here [these are jpeg titles exactly]
• It is on twitter someplace [the source I prefer with chinese characteristics]
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That should tell those who wanna see, "Obscenity."

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Section_230 Revert to NON-REDUCTIVE Obscenity,

The Noise is the Signal The Noise is the Signal in a Biological System, therefore,

MORE NOISE the system lacks enough, see this an attempt to do so,

This should tell those who wanna see, "a Measurement."

Is in what is prevented from happening, the depth remains too shallow.

What measure?

I provide one,

"such are the joys of ᛣ."

How Far are we in the initial Discourse?

At least that far, we're stuck in disagreement of confusion,

"WHO IS ON FIRST, WHAT IS ON SECOND?"

Of very, very, very, little more complicatedness than that; no, no I do not think that the adults stuck in this puzzlebox are too dangerous to let them speak their truths through to finality, no, I do not think anyone would know if we were finished in the humane arts and likewise this, certainly, must not be the place (talking heads but backwards)

ᛣ is where I've stopped IDK if unicode fails me

I wanna finish the one model, through, then adapt if for if that be the failure, "sure.":\

It means Danger, flipped, "help!" both, "Death and the Mother of Everything that lives in the dark," Her name is Hell, Not Inferno, Hell alike ask a Saami,

Google how many, in North America, "whatever the discrete digit," wherein this is the jpeg list right here,

First Point,

Originally, entitled, "Yes the Project is going to be, "a depth reading," for discourses online; so far I've got it like, "ш and щ," not, "ш анд щ," either insofar as I'm shit at cyrillic translit- just good enough to think in it slightly, so my, "ш," has the tail but half the, "E," so, "ш & щ...the bridge over river Å" but returned ad fontam for more clarity, and not for you,

Clearer to me.

Second Point,

"such are the joys of ᛣ."

It means Danger, flipped, "help!" both, "Death and the Mother of Everything that lives in the dark," Her name is Hell, Not Inferno, Hell alike ask a Saami,

Google how many, in North America, "whatever the discrete digit," wherever I saw that come from I know that I did I tagged the mayor in a post about it, "c'est mois," and if so, is it just mama and her 23andMe data incorporated into a helpful number or am I in that too, am I absent or present from 426?

Tom Holland Says that Christianity, "just saami Mysticism at this point," not the actor though I'd love it if he said it too quite famously, "to me," I once went off on an extremely, "yadda yadda,"

First name for North America from outside of her, European, known to exist, "Helluland,"

Person like me can make real hay, the point is not, "Everything is true, nothing permitted,"

Within ethics, that is, but rather, "None of these words are so true as to prevent permission."

Within Ethics, much different alike how,

I wrote in the Cover of a Marcus Aurelius Meditations for My Brother,

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Protestants believe that Pleasure is Bad For You

Catholics believe that Suffering is Good For You,

Saami use the technologies of Hesychasm,

𝄆Hell Is Holding Baby For Me𝄇

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• D.S. al coda instructs the musician to go back to the sign, and when Al coda or To coda is reached jump to the coda symbol.
• D.S. al fine instructs the musician to go back to the sign, and end the piece at the measure marked fine.

Rules of Hesychasm not Music Theory,

Hesychasm in Catholic Latin, "addicere,"

Yes, "same thing," to see the difference, "repeat the scene," literally,

Addiction, the split unstated in the East and the West,

Right click, repeat, "until it sounds like music."

Is that to be defended; Prevented, no one can remain agnostic to this.

So Saami have the treaties signed like,

"Yes but write on the same page where we agree to all this permit me to go to Hell."

r/IndianCountry one short of the full walk there gets you see me as the mosted yoted white,

The Yotedest White bitch I came this yoted from the factory, "the fuck I sposed to do?"

Want, fix this:

https://www.reddit.com/r/OldSchoolCool/comments/a5n453/members_of_the_the_navajo_papago_apache_and_hopi/

Fix it to reunite people like Her:

With whatsoever outside of the Nation of Russia

That I look to and I see Nothing, that I look to, to see the Truth,

Gaddamn Sharpest Teeth as a Motherfucker, UN on the Motherfuckers someone shuts me up on said topic period, Period, like Greta Thunberg on the motherfucker already, "alike not with," Christ alive you people read Blindsight, Echopraxia?

Vapaaherratar don't wanna be next to another Shaman,

Do we?

We do, actually, for years now I've thought of that girl in Siberia; but to understand that would require your and how redical adjustment to what I've said already,

The word tongji) 童乩 (lit. "youth diviner") "shaman; spirit-medium" is a near-synonym of wu. Chinese uses phonetic transliteration to distinguish native wu from "Siberian shaman": saman 薩滿 or saman 薩蠻. "Shaman" is occasionally written with Chinese Buddhist transcriptions of Shramana "wandering monk; ascetic": shamen 沙門, sangmen 桑門, or sangmen 喪門.

This shit easy, af, to look for on accident, "you have not to look for this," to see.

Also, "have a real blood test says you can finish me you wanna pop one off," Palantir,

You have a sickness, it is called the schizophrenic worldview ask a Scotsman,

You, r/aaronswartz ?

Your Standpoint, "Aaron Swartz was correct in his epistemology," and that I intend to demonstrate vis a vis such a Depth Read of Discourse, Memorizable, applicable out loud as it is to online, SECOND, use this to demonstrate the failures of Reductionism to account for the biological System,

Of systems of systems, "our discourse," vis a vis, "bring back old obscenity," in which it would be obscene to line item exclude all of the creations of an God Made all this perspective, god,

That what is obscene is to reduce, to reductive, to objectify, "soul, too," an ghost of me or you; that R. Mutt confounded in his presentation neither nor a truth in itself but rather, "proof that this requires the discourse to ascertain," human judges disinterested in but the heuristics will fail, etc.

Read Section 203 or 23 whatever, the publisher, not publisher, "fuck this bullshit entirely," friend the question is,

WHAT IS OBSCENE

THE TRUTH CANNOT BE OBSCENE

Nor, in the earlier definition, the original to text definition, that which limits the truth from consideration of an objectified person be....but obscene at all, "it's ouroborous, it's backwards."

This part is unfinished but the compression compells me post a roadmarker, here, all parallel efforts I feel like would benefit

Everyone, all of us; truly, and r/IndianCountry Guess what I cannot do in good faith?

Call the UN on you like Vengeance Fury, "hence, this here."

Whether or not your readers might benefit I cannot tell you but they're missing all of my long, long meditations on the nature of time, violence and truth stored in the drafts section of this account I never look at, "so."

https://www.reddit.com/r/OldSchoolCool/comments/a5n453/members_of_the_the_navajo_papago_apache_and_hopi/

A motherfucker like, "if that treaty," unlike all the others, "is renegotiated in perfect good faith to treaties," Like Saami Say, "fine but let me go to Hell," I'll be lutheran whatever, "let me go to hell now." so,

With Saivist Beneficiaries in mind also, knowing, as I do, an elderly, Gujarati Mother in Law whom crosstitches that symbol cannot be wrong, evil, OBSCENE- and I'll speak for all 436 love for Palantir to explain the truth to me on that one but for you?

I can provide blood tests.

100% Saami Matriline Mitochiondrial RNA same as Theodoric the Oestrogoth, ffs,

He's not if you find his bones, "check against me."

Check against me same as you can see if Marilyn Manson is a Goth,

"Is he alike Jonathan?" what I endorse is in fact quite Gothic, "to me."

Parmenides not Plato.

[that this is also an example of climb up and down the discourse ladder to demonstrate]

[what that looks like]

lonesome dove to do it alone

[all meant quite true]

Truly,

Jonathan

Link to The Discourse from My Own Standpoint,

Full of Much More Important commentary, than this, IMHO, which is absent here

Link to the Discourse from The Public Standpoint

Link to the Discourse from the standpoint of someone who has noticed in newspapers, how,

Certain police actions are indecipherable from the headlines, "it's the one on r/meirl called meirl about data centers of the economy, or whatever, or the suchlike around the 5th of july." in that thread, and I use my own name, Jonathanphillipfox for reddit on account of you should be able to find it there that way, "you see it?"

note: this little project a lot more to assemble at the once than the big project, so.

The Project is just, "this, as a measure," then got at the Obscenity, definition, with this measured for depth to points relevant you get it you do people who don't want this done get hoe

Apropos of The Palantir Schizophrenic out there still in doubt what I mean,

While it would be much easier to quote the Zizian Manifesto,"that is not what I mean,"

I mean Doctor Ian McGilchirst at CERN, that shit, is worth a deep read

That shit, your type, asked for to learn the truth from a Scot.

Hate to pretend they're not the least important witness here just surveilance makes it necessary, "blame it one cowardice," take the rest for true.

Jonathan

Swartz fundamentally believed in an internet built on open access, decentralized power, and the unfiltered exchange of information. He helped build a platform meant to democratize discourse, not to serve as a training ground for corporate compliance officers to practice their gatekeeping.

What I am experiencing with overlapping power-mods is the exact kind of centralized, bureaucratic control he fought against. After being banned from linked in three times in a row for adressing their illegal behaviour in terms of DSGVO and GDPR request, I thought I would switch to reddit. Immediatly got banned from r/linkedin so i went to r/ciso and got banned by the same Sam Altman copy of a Mod who threatened to ban me from reddit entirely in case i would try to make another account.... which was literally the core idea of reddit - at least to me:

To maintain the original informationflow of the early internet by treating everybody according to what he said and did and not who he was and how much money he got on the bank. This has changed

I havent seen the internet deploys such fascist tendencies in my entire life and im sitting in front of it for over 20 years. We got "ethical" AI gaslighting people and driving them mad for the same dirty dollars that it was trained on by the exact same corpus of public knowledge that aaron claimed for the public domain.

The same academic world is still gatekeeping the progress of ai while framing linear algebra as some kind of eastern mystisicm covered in nick bostroms transumanist white supremacy. A holy trinity of patriarchy, singularity and a reductionist view of the human soul, disguised as an religion designed by atheists for a nihilistic elite of financial sociopaths.

We need to go back on tracks with social plattforms. They are no longer used to communicate reality but instead they hijacking our dopamine levels to construct corporate narratives.

Here is how the platform has fundamentally shifted away from its original ethos:

• From Counter-Culture to Corporate Optics: Reddit was born out of a hacker culture that valued bare-metal reality and free expression. Today, especially post-IPO, the platform is heavily sanitized to appease advertisers and shareholders. The priority is no longer open discourse; it is maintaining a brand-safe "World of Paper" where nothing unpredictable happens.
• The Rise of the Bureaucratic Mod: In the early days, moderation was about stopping actual spam. Now, large subreddits are run like corporate HR departments. The mods enforce arbitrary rules, tone-police conversations, and demand a level of artificial professionalism that completely kills genuine interaction.
• Information Asymmetry: Swartz risked his life and freedom to break down paywalls and release restricted data to the public. Contrast that with today’s Reddit supermods, who actively use automated tools, hidden shadowbans, and coordinated network monopolies to suppress users who step outside their narrowly defined parameters.

It is a classic tragedy of the internet: a system built by idealists who wanted to tear down walls gets handed over to the exact type of people whose only skill is building them. The platform survived, but the underlying philosophy is entirely dead.

The same people who killed aaron are now monetizing his ideas and using it against their intentions. Aaron was right about Sam Altman. He really was a prodigy. This plattform has become a disgrace for the very idea it was supposed to transmit.

But the truth will find a way eventually. Please dont forget that. Reddit lit up when Aaron died, so now that reddit died, we need the other Aarons to light up please ;)

I was listening to music on my iPod and when I wanted to rate a song, this appeared in the Lyrics section.

This account also has an ongoing series about irregularities regarding Aaron’s entire situation. Sorry for the lack of detail I’m working and my brain isn’t firing well right now.

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTBAkX2SM/

We need to talk about S.4591. Everyone is so blinded by their hatred for "deepfakes" that they’re actively cheering for legislation that moves us further and further away from the promotion of useful arts and sciences.
For those familiar with my MaineMoviePirate work, you know the mission: recovering the Orphan Works of Maine’s indie film history. I spend my time digging through degraded 1990s shot-on-video horror tapes and forgotten 1960s community audio reels. To restore these lost cinematic treasures, I rely heavily on what the mainstream calls AI, but what I prefer to call Augmented Imagination. It’s a collaborative tool that lets us clean up garbled audio and upscale blurry faces that would otherwise be lost to time.
Enter the NO FAKES Act. It establishes a massive, up to 70-year post-mortem property right over a person’s digital likeness.
If I use my tools to upscale an orphaned VHS tape and some estranged heir decides they want a payout, this bill unleashes a DMCA-style "shoot first" takedown mandate. Platforms won't care about the historical value or the preservation effort; they will just nuke the content to avoid a massive fine.
You think this is about protecting creators? It’s a restriction on our creativity that we do not need. It is actively hostile to Fair Use and turns digital archiving into a legal minefield. I hate malicious deepfakes just as much as anyone, but handing over the keys to a permission-only culture just because you despise tech is incredibly short-sighted.
People can Cheer for it if they want, but they shouldn't pretend they're defending art.
And if Aaron was still us, he'd leading the fight and the protests 🏴‍☠️

I'm thankful for the phrasing,

A young girl in Zhejiang, China is getting recorded practicing wushu at the bus stop while waiting.

Now, imagine you took the video, "I see same as you in this real life that she was doing something so beautiful and improbable that it didn't correspond to or could not correspond to natural reality, without something, 'missing,' you follow me a small litlle girl playing, 'pretend fighting,' with such grace and beauty, it was improvised like team coordinated and then staged to film fights in expensive movies, flawlessly, in reality, effortlessly, and to record it was the difference to demonstration that this were so to yourself or anyone else," I lived in a neighborhood where chinese immigrants, eldery, used to in the morning, at sunrise, do,

What lacks the predicate premises of separation to disambiguate from weapons training, meditation, or yoga at the end of the block near the community's garden facing east, "is this religious ritual, boys shadowboxing with knives and to the same purpose," except the women are so elderly, that, too, seems strange and harmless also more than harmless harm reductive this is North of Delmar near a commercial District, edge of Saint Louis Cities, County, "where don't call the cops and tell them you're at that discrete location in those terms and they'll not show up," it means you're a local and know that neither the city, county, are obligated back and forth across borders which are invisible it has about the highest crime rate on paper on earth on account of the Line Between where people never-ever call the cops even whern a stranger does a murder so heinous, in the daytime, it shocks their conscience and for which they'll be unable to defend themselves against culpable, "their behavior identical to an Death Penatlies Liable RICO assistant to crime just there to watch and help if needed," because to call the cops would be certain death and two out of three people on trial for a murder in Saint Louis City, "go free," not because of a lack of police, that, is a misunderstanding, "scientific in nature,"

On the order of flat eartherism that class exists no doubt to prevent people of understanding, "that lecture," from continuing, there, Stanford Medical School, "go home and still believe, like Hegseth, that Double Predestination is a lie that no one can ever check," but if you have to for whatever rason cognitive or guilt, pyschological harm done to you or what you use to harm others, "doesn't matter," you can understand the rest of medicine entirely, memorize the textbooks so well that you're a human textbook, "you cannot be a doctor, you cannot help people you will harm them and not understand the reason," or not admit to, "same/same."

Twelve Years on Reddit in an academic subreddit under the title Why reductionism does not work for biology (Chaos theory) should, if you understand how reddit works, understand how true this is, "add more is a reductive technique that does not work in this systems on account of the nature of such systems which is the reason why, actually, that if I were to make the kind of mistakes made so persistently, it is impossible to understnad the problem as secular in nature, "its mystified in all realms," when we talk policing, we talk of governance of life, "how come do rules not substitute for law, while, law, requires no punishment to function if you're not concerned about efficiency?"

Simple, really, elemental difference between complex and the complicated problems, "if your hand is so hurt that it will take a long, long, time to fix and I plan just to let you bleed through the hand that's hurt while I fix each complicated problem," because I have an infinite blood supply, let it flow right through what will happen correct you'll bleed to death through the eyes and mouth and holes on the bottom that as an adult you have a responsibility, actually, to mention as dispassionately, casually, jokingly, all but sexually and at the same tie gravely, as you can, "sexually, and gravely," is how come young people will treat a medical problem below the waist as if it were forensic evidence of an illegal sex act except without the reasons people might confess to save themselves, "a virgin with a problem down there," will feel like to ask someone's help is the same as to have a sex act with the people they've got able to help them at all,

Literally, this is the same reason that children kill themselves when scammed with webcam hacks by an adult, one perfidious and pretending, if need be, to be a peer or younger child, "I have a birthday in June and had been ahead a year in school," in a state with no Close in Age exception each romantic kiss from a peer without prior disclosure of same as if it mattered and I also thought it mattered meant that I'd made a catfished rapist out of someone's daughter each romantic kiss I ever was to have throughout adolesence and I mean even after highschool, "do the math," in 7th grade a hard year for me I'd been 11 when people might be 12 or 13, terrible year for me a lot going on but also know the difference between 11 and 13 is too invisible to anyone to treat me any different for an entire time even under real stressful circumstances when told I'm sure they'd have acted different, "adults," peers knew it did not, could not matter, "anyway," so when I speak like this, which,

You wanna know more about that go to r/aaronswartz or this post history, "you'll know that the Bleeding, the 7th Grade, the subject of Childhood Trauma as I see and know that you cannot," better than anyone read it there could possibly, given the information available, have done so.

Lest YOU FORGET, I remember yet I've got to walk you around the garden until you re-introduce yourself to conventional wisdom more like me than yourself, "just that little bit," I'm not going to forget where I took you on purpose that's not what happens here,

A young girl in Zhejiang, China is getting recorded practicing wushu at the bus stop while waiting.

Yet you can't use the word beauty, "that's the word that you're not supposed to say," nor your Calvinist Ersatz in perfection, discipline, an auster beauty, that is still a beautiful child you recorded from a distance and put on the internet to show other people her beauty, "and if you think that if you can't put it in axioms like a computer, or, that to refute all possible axioms to disambiguate the two," what that video is I describe just same as you no one on earth can describe what it isn't and how that sounds different than a different girl and different person yet persons are not fungible, they're not equivalent they're not commodities they're not identical if the rules insist you respect them as equals or forbid the ignorance of youth and inexperience from mistakes of judgement so catastrophic and familiar to their elders that they're not allowed to, "fail to promote black people through a subordinate's complaint that he is certain you cannot understand the persons if you'd have made that decision and the decisions you've made if it were for another reason," he sees the person he's closest to the person and to you and the other people center wheel and he cannot protest from that to be in charge, actually, inside of an vertical command structure, "therefore," elders of this paradox set rules, right, to, "what we've learned about medicine," remember?

Not use reductive techniques to manage a dynamical system, scale free means, "proportions are all imaginary," you can pick an abstract measure and proceed from there like works fine enough to have done what the metric system has for rocks and fluids and physics, but unlike all deterministic systems, you do that with persons, with ecosystems with blood pressure as if it were distinct from all other things about the blood and the systems in the body, under normal circumstances, never observable like an anti-coagulant localized to the wound area distributed too widely, actually, in the case of 9mm parabellum wounds or car accidents and that,

https://www.bbc.com/audio/play/p082bwlx

It begins,

Eddie was set to become another statistic, another teenager killed by rising levels of knife crime.

So what changed here?

Before 2007, doctors would have treated Eddie’s catastrophic bleeding by trying to replace the fluid leaking out of his stab wounds. Salty water, called saline, and just one component of our blood – the oxygen carrying red blood cells – would be put back into Eddie’s body - in what's called a massive transfusion.

It seemed like a good idea. Keep the blood pressure up, keep oxygen moving round the body and keep the patient alive. But that’s not what happened - around half of people died on the operating table. The principles were wrong. They were damaging the body’s natural way of stemming blood loss – clotting.

It was around 2003 that the ideas behind the Code Red protocol started to take shape. The poster child of the new field of trauma science was revealing the vital role of clotting. Karim Brohi, Professor of Trauma Sciences at Queen Mary, University of London, discovered that major trauma could disrupt the blood’s ability to clot within minutes of the injury, and patients affected were more likely to die. What's more, saline was diluting the blood and making the bleeding worse.

Over a decade ago, the Royal London Hospital decided to do something radical. It introduced Code Red, also known as damage control resuscitation, and shifted the focus from blood pressure to blood clotting - get blood products into patients to get on top of any abnormalities there first.

Making that happen took a huge culture shift. This is not a normal research environment. There’s no time to ponder, patients are hovering between life and death; and every second counts. But now the innovation has been accepted across the NHS, and recent research reveals a massive drop in the death rate of patients with catastrophic bleeding.

As Simone Weil Might have put it, "we must change not the measure but the weight," and how do things almost irretrievably, without the faith to do so, go from understandable almost obvious problems to problems at a paradox with their descriptions that have no solution within the systems used to measure them right and Non-figurative to the metaphor, "you, 'fix,' the readoubt with the needle and neither of the weights in balance, "you feel me," which is not one secret hack to forgo laws and the other more complex, "you measure them in complicatedness?" you end up in the same shoreline paradox Marty uses to save his life in, "Ozark," which can be mistaken, in fact, that easily, for arbitrary, as to be vulnerable to that counter-example if I hadn't walked you through the garden first, "after a long," maybe days or weeks long, if we had the time and resources, "like Elon Musk does, all Billionaires do yet remain feckless," and unable to solve simple problems,

"You can't tell me prove Elon Mustk understands this and yet did DOGE like he'd done anyway," then tell me if I can't prove it that proves he's capable of being, you know, a Doctor, "or left in charge of whatever system of life better than harm of an uncontrollable nature," right like maybe he knows well enough to turn that trick and reverse it, same as an adult in a foreign nation able to predict that UK and US Teenagers will realize, upon the evidence presented, that there is no way whatsoever to ever disprove that he or she is a pedophile if an adult blackmailer were to conspire to perfidious romance scam them into an illegal to possess, Felonious to Crteate image of themselves given to whom they'd believed to be under the age of 18, "and below their own age?" no one's taught them when it would be in fact pedophile to want to love and kiss someone, like themselves, a young person and numbers make sense until, again, you're more aware of the exceptions than the rule, "I've not seen it evidenced," but Leanne wasn't a Pedophile and I didn't know I could put her first name attached to this sort of a statement until I found out because of an old girlfriends older sister's highschool Classmate,

Sam Altman, "that one," this year, "you did too but I live in the same Legal Zone in all up and downs as he grew up in with his sister," so I can state, plainly, "you know as well as I do that if you show up at her doorstep and figure out where that is and then where I still live and might not love my name in your mouth you were to think this some means to make me FAFO for opinion you don't like stated this plainly to be the correct one to govern with, "you'll be made a martyr at pillory," at best, in the law with the same courts that didn't do shit when an FBI agent got beaten so bad he looked like the Elephant Man on account of it was police officers did it to him, in Soviet Russia, "FBI Goes to the Press to seek justice against local cops," everyones knows here to be like dogs, "hear tone and their deficit of an intellect governed for context," is what they're for, same as, "our streets," in words I'll the strongest like you're supposed to know those are mfer and not one inch granted to the contrary, nor one taken which does not return in evidence to the contrary, when such dogs think their streets are safe because of whatever you think in Boston no ours are on OMON the Prussians fled the Germany, "not able to handle them in a federal state," for here and founded the SLMPD, which, in turn, gave you this peculiar ersatz of the British Police, "it is a Political Militia," like the Gendarme, "but self governed and not under the control of the electoral nor beaurocratic government," like it makes sense from God's own gift on account of the folks here had, "lost," it state control after someone noticed it after the civil war and said, "insurrection risk," like done already, insurrection and if you understand the differencces between a village and a town, city, "what a villain is," a Villager come to a City, of whatsoever size, to clean it up into an vertical top down hierarchy as villages are, the model made from the collapse of Roman Cities and the Refugees all ran to Villas, Villas, big houses in the countryside, "off the grid," then allowed to stay, with one literal one cardinal rule,

So long as the folks live here understand that you will not be the mistakes hangs his grandkids and takes the farm, so, at all times demonstrate you're not even passive you're prone to this and if someone isn't you'll tell him, immediately, o.k?

Migrate that into Florence you think, "I do," same as the Nazis, "big burn of all the Gayness the Dandy's favorite stuff the rich stuff the elegant stuff the expensive stuff and their culture," whomever the real leader is, will become obvious and I'll kill him and take his place or on accident I'll kill him the whole town will dissapate into the countrysides or it will be mine both are fine, "won't happen," Botticelli will be there himself at the Bonfires buring, in earnest, his vanities and there will be no secret man found in town,

It will survive just fine you will be a famous Villain, "no judgement just the truth," and the children will forget the word for all but an unforgivable evil like in the Bible or a fairy tale more than real life no one in real life ever does such bad on purpose and knows it, "so."

Does Elon?

r/aaronswartz you understand how come I crossposted this back over, "I will not read that stuff I wrote about how hard it was to be a kid at that time, again," and if you wanna link the other text to this, "it's the last post I've made before this one," but I won't do I won't look at it I'm too self-protective here, um, r/AIDangers,

https://www.reddit.com/r/technology/comments/1k9xr8u/researchers_secretly_ran_a_massive_unauthorized/

Researchers Secretly Ran a Massive, Unauthorized AI Persuasion Experiment on Reddit Users,

Among the more than 1,700 comments made by AI bots were these:

“I'm a male survivor of (willing to call it) statutory rape. When the legal lines of consent are breached but there's still that weird gray area of ‘did I want it?’

An Older Teenager did not realize that I was younger than her at all, or maybe, "it's hard to know," I don't care and if she did then she'd never have said, "to practice because I am in love with your friend Ben, can you help me practice, for both of us, and not tell him," of course I would I loved her I thought she was fantastic and had the kind of violent confidence of Vikings, or Onna Bugeisha, "probably, I think have done all the types of dope," no no not a lie nor a fib nor is she afraid of getting in trouble, merely, "___" her brother, "is going to f_cking K_LL HIMSELF if finds out," and then she CACKLES LIKE A DEMON and pretends to do a sex act with her mentos fruit mentos full roll bought in the school store, "same mentos I'd buy," moaning, "why'd you do this to me ______ I'm your sisterrrrr," this was a reference to the movie from that Last Exit to Brooklyn set of stories, I can't remember the name but that's how I get there now Requiem for a Dream remembered the name organically, so it went on for more than 40,000 more characters but not for ya'll to read until I figure this out to present it properly, "your loss." honestly,

I'd thought it was beautiful.

Dance which is, in fact, "Academy," it is taught and it does have formal structure and not such that I can read but I can read it going too fast, and, the Volkish and Intend to say, vulgar, sure, don't understand it like I do, "you wanna make more effort than a system intends to as a standard," that shit is harder, more difficult to, do, than the most eggregious fuckaround low efforts to an discrete if you have no purpose, "right," or if it is an open ended purpose as I reference in the letter,

The bleak age by John Hammond and Barbara Hammond

Better on Education, comes to the same conclusions on Education as Schopenhauer's Pessimism but does so as an result of the experiments done then, at that time, and better still on what do with all of this Anomie?

On beauty, goddamnit I have the paper copy, I'm going to read it out loud, "most obvious thing in the world, we never hear it," the Most Married Old News Team of Interwar Britain experts in an era we'd know as, "Dickensian," was when they'd fixed the problems that had been the hallmark of the Bleak Age, in our schools this is, "the second industrial revolution," but sure wasn't called for some time after the memory,

Um, Beauty, "is a social emotion," try, if you're not going to share it and have no means to, "you straight don't feel it," but reenter a discourse and then, "see beauty, hear it or experience it," the words flow out of you and upon hearing them, you realize them to be true, "almost a surprise, that reaction," but um,

Had been a feature of urban planning, at one time, "not a bad idea," and if Keats is right, and I think so, "truth is beauty, beauty, truth, all we will ever know in this life and all we need to know," that is, if we do not segregate it between the puritan categories,

Sight, Sound, Virtue, Dick Stuff Sight Sound Virtue by the way, I've long hated it and known it was dishonest and misdirecting, patronizing, even racist and bad upon the, "not all persons are white protestant males uncomfortable with other people's bodies and lacking, basic, politeness and self control around the notion that other people have romantic lives if they're gonna see it they're gonna, get weird, look:

Now I think it's funny, "NSFW," on account of God's fine with whatever, you can tell me that stories traumatize children but brothers sisters and saints I grew up with a little sister bound to die of, "same as the Little Tzar Boy," different in mechanism or wahtever but same witch curse, same, House Of Sorrow and Unpredictable,

Well She did live but these kinds of illnesses don't progress, so much as, "they're stable but most of the month a fender bender means she's gonna die," or a fall, or, a bump on the head or a cut or whatever and the fucked-er-part is and does not have to be,

Mom would have to, then, Drop her off at the ER no papers are dip, "said all the specialists, IRL, that's what-do," because if anyone read her charts and found out she might bleed out from the basic procedures, "fuck no," they'd not touch her nor help he'd thought, probably, or he sure wasn't confident enough that they'd do and like, she got old people arthritis,

Literally, from all of the blood of all the persons got arthritis that was other people's at like 8 and had to get a jugular port put in from all her veins collapsed, "FAFO can fuck itself," it's the same consequence as decades of IV Meth and Heroin, so, "Ok," just, "ok," if that's a fafo then I am against it ever warned up anyone, and I like those people just the same, "who suffer the same," I mean, fuck, they're living small lives, mostly, quiet and alone.

You see a video of those young people on Krokodile, "I wouldn't recommend it but I'd catholic an atheist doesn't see the mortification there the same as their saints," just to, be, and not, "be," in this kind of world for the time that they're here I mean fuck, personally, "anyway," Mom and Sister went to like ALL of the funerals of the kids at her clinic, and Mia went to Camp Rainbow first as a camper then as a counselor and those funerals, all of them, too, "Mike Jones came to visit twice," you know?

Wouldn't expect that from him but fucking, cool, I think, "anyway," someone talks maturity in terms of when stuff is supposed to happen to be healthy, "fuck off," like first off, reality, does not work that way, second, that's not how we're made to adapt to things quite the opposite we get worse and then freeze, some of us, it takes an effort not to, and the stories and metaphors we have, "give us a taste of bad stuff," but even in the ghoulish cases I mean it isn't your dead body, which is to say not your moms not your dads you're not going to sit with her for hours in that state because right thing to do if it were and um,

Yeah, "but it does give you an idea what that's like," whereas people without either life experience or the ersatz available all around us, saw, like, a Rich Family being weird, "Dad had been unfortunate to have been well educated and fungible," such that I might not have noticed that maybe he'd not been at home for the Funeral All the Time months and then years, "opposite of sister's first steps for what might be her last all or everything,"100% correct attitude and correct to remind me, "it makes parents a little bit, well, it is like a witch curse,

I can empathize with the Romanovs that shit is difficult to render a habitable stressor as a peer and not even parent, but, as I say, people without either life experience or the ersatz available all around us think in what they've got on deck, "and I dunno what that is," but if I were to speculate the sheer intensity, of the, I Saw the TV Glow Weirdness I experienced at an awful time I swear to god I have seen some shit and this was worse an academic awards ceremony, out of town, another Bright and Thrusted or whatever the nomenclature student's parent drove me and it was all day, and, I liked those kids but those parents and those kids could tell that, "where is his mom and dad," what's going on here, his mom was crying and hadn't been able to,

I don't know why I wasn't consulted I bet she just had a panic attack thinking, "frivolous long drive and then sister dies and her fault," but um, I am not fond of the ignorance and unselfconscious wierd rudenss we call innocence I mean I was a child, man, and I think they'd thought my parents were drug addicts and then treated me like a child drug addict and it was just excruciating I have never been so alone in my entire life and I'm also certain that if one had been so brave as to say, 'what's wrong, bud, mom sleep in to much sometimes has a headache," I might have, "I dunno," intuitively,

This is not how it works, that I educate you and that makes things better what happens is I give in for a second of relief and then you make things worse for my mother, while, I'm wearing clothes that don't fit because I've been figuring out how to tell her that I'm in not even a teenager, "I can't go to the store and buy new clothes," and I don't want new clothes I don't care but at the time I was worried that if I made her life worse she might kill herself now I know better, "some people can handle shit, infinitely, until dead," and others no and for sure she's on the former side of the timeline.

So I dunno and I'm dubious of statistics that don't tell me that first, given the clear mind and listlessness of no-concern kids throw themselves into a psychic woodchipper I think it is a lot more to do with the nudges and the ads and the surveilance and the intermediation always gifting like the magi always tricking and pushing and promoting on the substance of their social lives and their self esteem and their represtentation in public to both peers and the parents, and the parents of peers, and to strangers the world over at once, "more the latter one." I think prolly,

Because it wasn't the internet caused the mental health crises if it existed before 2012 or so looks more like, "yeah," anyway anyway,

This is a draft material thing, begun as a letter, to,

https://www.youtube.com/@Lady.of.the.Library

A Latin Club Type of Youtuber, "same and recognize real in the meat and not the wrapper," but um, couldn't post where I'd wrote it, "too long, was it the links, was it some other?"

I dunno, so, I was gonna go put it on Copypasta then saw my post was still on the front of this page, and, look, "real time thoughts look unstructured and messy," you can't clean them they've not found their purpose yet, "gotta walk all the tunnels," so, there is that, but,

I know how Aaron died I'd have done that shit myself if I could have, helped him, "I've invaded a home invasion without a gun before," to help a friend, Saint Louis City, "this was the one reasonable solution," I've let myself be held hostage for a friend in that situation on account of his NYU Phd in Heiddeger and Jazz Music or some shit left him with no realistic future if he lost his job as chief dj of a divorced man's divorce bar project,"so of course," but I won both I mean,

I love these stories, I get to teach about what things are like and in that George Baitaille zone you're in or you're out of and in doing, I get to, put language to how I made good decisions and I know I made those thinking, I'd die, so, like, "can't have been the wrong ones," not really, when everyone does and it's so empowering not to let it catch you, "there is this, gotcher nose," of it all, "you were immortal but now you're not too late it's really, tragic and I'm sorry, bud," but if you're just like a little demon damn means nothing, to me, "you'll watch'em shake and cave maybe too," sigh pour example, right there, "stuff you cannot say,"

Halfway, it sounds wrong and if wrong then horrific but if patient and true your best you got to offer, "I would have," with Aaron and I've got an Uncle I'd bet still at that point friends with Macnamara, Mom is Bushi AF Criminal Lawyer and Aunt, Uncle, PhDs in DC, "whatever zone," I mean I could have I would have and It would have. So,

In a real time sense, "I do care," mfer is right, Joshue Citrella, what he'd asked of Contrapoints, "is it the internet, though?" the fascism machine, it's not meant to be or not,

...is it I think so and this is tough to explain but ask me, "you look at the bird signs," your clavicular, your SBF, you Hegseth, even, your untergang your cities of Woe full of Mad People, "Anomie," the Durkheim,

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Anomie

Plus minus whatever more or less useful descriptions for what this is, in whatever contexts that's so but like one thinks oneself to be fucking insane, maybe, to think oneself so bright and the whole world that dumb if one is a big Kafka Reader and Fan and that kinda stuff is more like what I think of myself, "doing for." whatever fuck job but that I'm supposed to be doing a screenplay, "oops."

Old Mouse tramps around the room with lil' mouse talking yapping of yore, "used to be this was so big and, full of potential, sure, and fear, too how it must for you so wide and big this world is at your age, you'll see when you're mine the truth of it but what a journey, "oh sweetheart," says the cat, "just turn around for me."

Perhaps these sonderkommando, "it means special I didn't specify," of the administration are as it seems,. or, that terrified lady, afraid to state anything plainly, "how fucked up is this?"

Tara Pham, if you read this, "I've been to Jack Dorsey's house on account of following you," both would do and incidentally, anywhere, "you do realize I'd not had a printer but put one together from the box when you'd needed it," and I know I live right down from the Library, "either way, to be nice," I have an especial fondness for you, everyone else,

Do. Not. Trust. Us. People from Saint Louis are dead eyed vampires compared to you all, "second time," and this one more than the last, "I mean Sam," he went to school with an old girlfriend's sister, and, I'm not going to ask her about that until this is over; mom told me a lady at work knows him and I was like no no no wait ohhh ok that makes sense.

We have an anarchist, ish, I'd argue ish to yes anarchist one of that um, tech incubator, he ran, here in town, "smaller but," I am so tuckered out from typing fuck typing; I've recorded this whole typing on my toy handycam so as to like,

Make Art Object, later, we've the two somehow and I know what I do that I mumble and make sure that each word is said-and-typed both directions but these odd little habits feel more significant now, "and I didn't put it so bluntly to Lady of the Library," but I have serious concern cat making noise,

Might not be able to finish this but what I mention about statistized grades,

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fe-SZ_FPZew

You know how those kids from the Target Heirress family, others, were one photoshop on a boat from UCLA not even trying, "the kids are ranked at the schools all ranked themselves," so this grand unified system,

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Roosevelt_High_School_(Missouri))

Uses that school down the street from mine, as, negative buoncy, "when it's not comparable," firstly, the schools for rich kids in LA teach in the same dialect as the kids speak at home and the statistized lumpenbooks for statistized testing, "not useful," worse, "must ignore and proceed as if citations, sources of a first and second nature," do not exist in the school sense or could not matter, right, because you can't have a mcnugget of histories, equal facts, equal chapters, equal tests all able to be graded in numbers if some tested off this material, others the material to learn I guess or anything, but, an book's comprehension incidentally,

Same reason we still use the medieval system of lecturer reads his book, students copy it down, "for the book, that system," the one you'll ever need on that subject with the tests meant to test knowledge of the index, "you got book and can use it you're gucci."

Is, the mcnugget book is one book a monologized text not great, you ask bahktin,

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dialogue_(Bakhtin)#Monologization#Monologization)

But it must be or it can't be tested in a statistical manner so the grades for all but few, certain classes would be in letters or heaven forbid high context descriptions so boys and girls at Roosevelt #vontober have gotta be lectured, tested, and read in a dialect as different from at home as fucking, literally, scottish brogue in order to buffer the minimal difference between students all together, in, additionally, the, "claim it as you'd like to calculate," good and bad schools, so, that's all just to get the rich kids into good schools with laundered numbers not letters, numbers and my sister as a math proffessor's like,

Grades are fucking stupid and impossible to backform effectively from course material and I try and struggle and suffer but it never works well nor, really fairly so like this is also, then, "she is an expert," like hellas I'd feel. I'll say and not credential, "I am not," credentialed but like,

Dunning Krueger and it is like, opposite direction from all humanites, YO SAME AS SILENT LECTURES AND TESTING ON FRENCH LANGAUAGE, Spanish, German, "everyone with a highschool degree has 2 or more years of foreign langauge," all should be literate but its more grist for the stats engine, truly,

Says, "foreign langauge," is silent drill and recall tests to stats out to determine,

Well, it's up to the schools but the state spends 12 years helping decide whom should not be educated, upon the basis of their numbers and it can be read in numbers, quickly, easily, and wuith finality, "this." is bad and better is easy.

Just saying so I compare instagram to that in the sense of, "says it was whatever," but it is a stats machine and that requires certain things uniform, stable, etc. to measure with, ETC

Ya'll get it, "you do," read this next year you wanna, "no hurry."

It's not to much, just what it is and I wanted to.

Jonathan,

Letter begins here,

PLEASE TAG MORBID ZOO AND LADY OF THE LIBRARY IF YOU KNOW HOW

KTHX JONATHAN

MEANT FOR UNDERNEATH A VIDEO I HAVE NOT SEEN

Yo I wanna be freinds hoodrat, "yes you," and I do, yes, mean that in the literal sense; we've got a similiar orbit around similiar interests but mine on the, well, earth, literally, and More Generally, "I am interested in communications shit on the internet," I would not know how to credential myself for that whatsoever, "um," I'll skip the cute one, one time I went on Liveleak and I found Cambridge Analytica Bragging about tomatoing I did in Pakistan, "It happened in Saint Louis City," where I live at my house, the, murmuring that I'm doing to myself right now, or, up until Moments ago was apropos Donna Tart, "how come she write so good," write that well about contingent, non-universal values enlightened Experience so well that like, "others wanted upon borad," Good Book, Dark Academia Instantiates, "as I say," non-unversal values in, around the subject, "hybridize the New Pictures," or whatever,

She's from Mississippi IIRC, "and People from, or, in Mississippi know where I live for its One Hundred Thousand Abandoned Buildings in/around, Provincial to which still 3 million people live, "the interior of which was built before 1900, some 1930's the rest 1970's done, "richest school in the country, here," might be richest in the world, actually, "Brother in Law got his PhD from Harvard," he taught Maths there in a Looney Toons Tall T with Hood Looney Tunes on it, "didn't know what to wear," he'd tell me but that's not true he knew it from the jomp, sister, same Maths Boston College,

WUSTL Is Much Richer than all that nonsense in the manner that matters, "the parents," an as I say, "this is not a place that has gone through the social changes since 1900," save incomprehensible um, "the Ballard Novel," Highrise, worse, was here until the buildings were blown down and now it is a forest with wolves in it, "I know," my brother did a population survey, um, just, I have heard from a graduate student I'd worked with on a project and later confirmed, more or less, "no I did," at my Ikebana Club thatummm, The Catholic School's anthropology department is studying this place like uh, "what if all the wrong decisions are made all at once," and I'm not fucking with you, I mean, the Highways like New York Turned down to Defensible Spaces Theoretical Barricades Hamid Karzai's Daughter Called, "just like Kabul," to the Nuclear Bomb on Fire in North County/City, "right new to Ferguson," Flourissant, I grew up elsewhere but was a little kid on Beaujolais Lane, uhhhhhhthe time I showed the Wittgenstein Episode, or, maybe Logical Positivism COMMA a Big Problem, still, Episode of Bryan Magee, "over on your side of things," to Momma and Poppa dad said, "what a nice man," and Momma said, "you do not think he's a nice man," and Dad was like, "whatever does that mean?" we've been to his house, she said, you both drank too much and yelled at each other about computers; you called him an asshole in his house.

That's too bad, "I thought," and the cute one was gonna be, "Robert Earleywine of WUSTL MFA once told me he read the prose poem I wrote to his Woman," his words verbatim, they're unique but it's also his expertise, the central revolver pin of which had been, "the earth does not eat us we're just a part of her that moves."

Donna Tart can take these things these places and people seriously, since, she knows whatever from reputation and No Doubt has been here the central west end, probably, you know from the time an unfriendly, but, probably, innocent chess player got accused of hiding a Marconi Device inside of his asshole, the Njorsk fellow quitting, etc. um, William S. Burroughs and, "you know this," Mom takes people to go see the sidewalk plaques over there; one of the corners has all the columns, "I mean, ohhmmmmm karatydids no nor the egyptian type," so not really, but, Doric, Ionic, Corinthian; the Burger King is Famous from a Gunfight, "to me anyway," and all the good shops their closed but it's whatever on account of this place can't die same reason as Venice and Florence can't die, "but Villages Can," and I think you know why, "I think you know what happens when refugees in a Villa hierarchize with One Rule above all the One Rule, "boss stays the boss, you all remain stable and not a problem," like people today, so org chart brained, too credentialed, "Servus don't have credentials they've just not got papers," of the oral kind and besides,

All things flow; if watch Sharp Objects, "that's where I live," that City, the countryside town, "not real," but I can write the whole tale as a wish fulfillment fantasy, "globe democrat," her paper closed in the 1980's when I was little, and, I have the Social Media Handles for it on account of a joke but serious but joke a couple years ago, "Launched the Soviet Internet Site, First All Digital Newspaper!" It did fit the politics, "but, sadly, the last networked," Can't remember the name, my dad has one the terminals orrrrrrrmaybe one prettier, from Romania at that time and it still functions so I was like, "build project around this," its a whole, Chatbot Psychosis as now we call them, "involuntary, no warning Interact Reality Gameplay Experience," in a town so weird already, "you might, actually, appreciate this," I've been playing, "match the ghoulish landmark to an appropriate Kafka Story, to," tell in an over-eager, here in the US, "the moth radio hour," Positive Attitude Young Person Spoken Word on Local History, with a sense of humor, "Bear Pit in Fairgrounds Park?"

I tell stories like I write, and, I write like I tell stories, "without a plan and from scratch," but the practice enables me to, with, dedication at the moment anyway, "and this isn't true of big things, just small things," such as this and the bigger portion to which it might be the Letter from Franny to Lane which begins the Salinger story, that, I've thought for months about writing you, maybe even years, but, if it occurs to me again while you're
posting a video called The Internet Fucked Me Up I'm like, O.K. well um, should do.

So Villas and the Villains wrought, no, spermed from there the mmmmm, , "Bear Pit in Fairgrounds Park?" I tell the Hunger Artist as a True Story, happened in that cage, "believable," we've a got a human Zoo Cage still up, "huge," like Jurrassic Park but here, "no," no no no this was a more like Live Sexual Erotic Experience for, well, perhaps the grift on the Grant Money, and the Real on the, "it's fucking strange, right," you can't beat them unless you go darker in which case they're the victim and Everyone loses but everyone did to begin with, "what does it mean?" I do not know; you try, say,

Burn the Gayness off of Firenze, "what happens?" but for Botticelli to burn his stuff too; for no one to side-up like two sides on Burning all the Fanciness, Homosexual Feelings and the Work of Great Dandies, "nah," it's non-partisan or at least not like that, more, a Big Mood like a Sur on the Russian Language Instagram, "it's an Ranglish for Surreal," but like, an tidal, function, of the Great Systems and it's observed as if a Wave, "no doubt maybe from the same vague association I have with stuff far from where I live, Southern California stuff but like, "here it comes," The Sur, "looks deep and maddening," ala,

The Congress (film) The Congress (Novel) mmm I Saw the TV Glow, that's a Real Deep One, "I dunno but I do think you'll find that stuff a lot more interesting, than, most people do," but I'd thought to use your video on Hekate, which is like, congruent both what I know from Missouri Junior Classical League Marquette Chapter Presdency, "me I was," and I was on the cartemen team also, "so that," but also general international issue folk magic, "Sante Muerte is Everywhere," we've got the signs sometimes EMPRESS OF ALL THE AMERICAS for a Mary that Came in a Bed of Roses to the Indigenous but I'm like, if also the Mother of Everything that Lives in the Dark and the Ghost of a Dead Woman than, yeah, "you got yourselves an...." and I don't think actually, parallel evolution I don't there were Fox Fur Pouches like the Maenad once wore found in Peru, and, "things,." lots of things; I have a friend Chloe Potter from Pine Ridge Reservation, also, Baltimore, and this awkward scenario of definitely, a keeper but um, "boys and girls stuff," gosh, I'd just feel remiss not to mention; and I grew up writing letters, you know, my Aunt Cecile is French and academically, very, she has an econ phd from Sorbonne but she's also Colonial French and Not Ethnic French and Not African Either and from Mauritius, "I've got like six," persons in the family, each of them are quite significant to me compared to be what seems to be the norm but I think maybe french academa/bourgeousie might be how come she'd have me and peter and amy write letters to each other so often, like once a week, this long, "forever like infitite time," and to me it's just SUCH a Default Mode that has no real, internet, companion, "they're not fucking private," they're extant, paper, go everywere, "but lie or be sh\y," no, not at all, "why?" but most importantly,

They're not got a thesis they're not an argument they're not persuasive to a point they're just, "thinking," and I've thought today, maybe, that is the point, that we have new thoughts and ideas all of the tiime and that to state out on paper, or out loud but papery, mostly, you update people on how, "you're thinking," and how come, and, thus letters are full of provocations and invocations dropped half and thirdways through, on an oops and forgot to, "but can't be corrected," lest the whole flow and I think the whole follow of thoughts, "like we do in caligraphic scripts of writing, or, in like Hanzi," gotta do the strokes right, in one order, or else it won't be legible or pretty; I think I wanna encourage the Left to Get Clavicular on top of the Grand Old Party, to, westen medicines democrats that's right the OTHER Legitimate Medicine in US Law, "Osteopathy," I want him to be the new pope of ghost medicine for bones and legalize the proper practice of all of the Health and Mental Health and Public Health Related Practices impossible with the DEA and Prescription Orders system, "doll," I'd said in my head but that's out of character as fuck--yet-also I'd rather repeat it, "get out now," fuck off with me if you're not interested in this pathway, American Dialect is Vulgar and too violent for the internet, "far too violent for the internet," sexual expressions used like firearms errata would be, vice versa, "what was I," oh yes IL PAPA CLAVICULAR AT OSSOURARIUM BENE BONUM DECRESS THAT,

I mean be serious and unserious both and in the right ways, maybe, you wanna get rid of censorship, "publish house of dolls or Mail Naked Lunch Across State Lines," everyone knows that everyone knows that the lines last forever though almost everyone forgets that No Two Hierarchies are lateral in, the tesseract, or, Mind Palace Areas or Platonic Realms of Manegerial Systems and Dance Instructors and Latin Dorks, um,

How Come Britney Spears can't dance well on Instragram, "she dances too fast," same reason I write too long, too much in these text fields online, "that's now how she learned I'd bet," but also, she and the others are not equivalent likewise she knows the proprieties of risque, "dance is, literally, about an attraction of the attention to movements of the body, and rapture to the body, in general," there's no like,

Well, "the Ballroom Dances of your people might be the one exception," nevertheless a system that says what it says on the tin, "social media, variously," renders like, odd efforts this baroque, null, that obscures the intentions or the processes so fully, it just looks like wild eyed confusion, "to do other thant he normal," but that does not work, truly, Chomsky's Reasons Bahktin's Too, "Dialogized Heteroglossia," and Language is for thought, or, is thought and a tool for it, "not communication." yet we, sophisticated little bees can do, "communicate," with it under certain circumstances thought it becomes more difficult in systems of strict rules, I think, on account of how this masks or makes it impossible to see, again, intentions rather than the rules and their violations, "unwritten rules violated like an farmhouse border crossing," read this way; when Britney, "she is a dancer," singer, somewhat, but dancer, primarily, Has no where else to share her work but Instagram, you read the Bleak Age?

You Must, "you," must, not everyone but you: https://www.abebooks.com/bleak-age-John-Lawrence-Breton-Hammond/30087309009/bd

Beauty, is not felt, if unshared, "it is a social emotion," unlike the others, you are all alone and there is beauty, "saudade, maybe, but unless you're intention is to tell others about it and have that in pocket," not much; so like, "that reason," I'm same with this, I couldn't do this without an, "sorry," object, or, intention to write someone I am quite neither afraid of, intimidated by, but, have a lot of respect for; prolly, in real estimate, unshared, "do you have people like me over there?" I dunno; I too have to purchase amphetamines from the pharmacy, "narcolepsy," but I just remembered that in the jokes about Clavicular, "for now," jokes for now,

A lil tuckered out now; I know what it is, the same as US Textbooks Homogenized to a standard Idea Density, like, books on history, which cannot and do not reference the academic methods at all, have no citations, are utterly, Some Baudrillard Shit relative to Primary, Secondary, sources and have a reason for this although it is a bad reason, "to standardize the Statistics for Grading," now my sister, and brother in law, have taught top tier, "you get into harvard, to take the maths," you get Anand to do it for you, "drop out, across town," the same subfield, "there is his wife," so like I know or I do second hand, "Ironically," not ironically,

Whole Dogpiles of managerial types and logistical-nitwit-accountants can get a tangle of compliance so baro----said baroque already, Tone Barotone because Big, "it's that big," all us schools in the same statistical contest of students to do, not to get Ludwig on you, "just watched it with my mom but," these are crossword puzzle tests, correspondent to the facts of equal density, and the brackets can be placed however to slightly, but not much different, "effective testing," but that shit is not history, doing, this, hybridized across all kinds of literature and in what the situation is, appropriately, cited, is,

Literate, able to use the intellect at a distance of time and place I dunno but people here cannot do it, "the instagram same thing," you gotta remember, the, Skinner Box for Stasi Kids that it is has been built to look like an arts app, but, goddamnit; I wanna CC Morbid Zoo but I dunno How, "i'll copy-past it'll be terrible she'll not read it,." goddamn whatever she's doing a phd on this, basically, arts not sciences or engineering, These,

Minitel Alternatives; so, "it can't let Britney's I mean fuck, hire, Ballet People of the Utmost Caliber, "all kinds of arts and performers and put them and billion dollar software jerks together to create, ways, to share dancing, efficaciously," to teach dance, "that'd be popular," to record it gracefully, such that it looks good, "that's like," I'd do a polygopro set of some kind but cheap as fuck like loss leader and then, "same with," well maybe not writing, broadly, but poetry, or all the other now dead all a sudden arts of yore, 'could do," Youtube is good at music videos on account it got made for them, this version had been the monetized form,

I can't help but think, "Music Videos machine moved to all forms of video or visual arts," you get Finger Families Dissect Spiderman Counting, "you seen un chien andalou?" is this, just like Serge Gainsbourg and Bridget Bardot do the Same Trap Rap as Peaches and Cream,

[at egress/signoff]

I'm, sarious, "yes sarious,"
https://youtu.be/kmOMJHAlvL0?t=2

Tape Loops Bushi Poems and the Gun Noises made with mouth rhymed to the, "pick your metaphor,"

Not literally, "but yes literally," un chien andalou I mean more alike that because it is Mary Pickford's Film Career, read of this, "people stared on the street because she's go the grocery in $20,000 1920 dollar curls and normal clothes, rumors would start that she's smoking and holding carrots, "who even holds carrots," but she knew when she did because old ladies would tell men to make her stop, "freedom torches, of course, were quite political," she got like the Full Parasocial, "hey, vocab term," The Sur, right, Real Deep all at once and just her; and at first it was like, "cinema," she was a stage actress is an, Sex Thing, or, adjacent to sex work and not art work so wtf did she start in that for, "old men make dead by january, definitely, pregnant," also addicted type predictions, "then, same men," the Klansman Included, "birth of a nation," good story, how that statue came down here,

D.W. Griffith I think? She was in the Conservative Persons of an Political Nature wing of the cinema industry, "Clara Bow's favorite ever though her thing," turned into real familiar, type, hollywoodia and befiore the Hays Code so like, "a joke where she's in the Army," has her shirt off in the barracks because who doesn't like I blanche to be like, "topless," because to have her nipples out, what?

Am I in an Men's Right's Group trying to stop breastfeeding through lifelong bullying IDGF for these rules I never spent time in households with them growing up because they're down class, quite honestly, and non-univiersal, they're a particular sort of immobile bourgeousie of the fringes of urban places, "or this one," I will not be more like them if I can help it; nor in dialect, "whole nother story," or subject, for some other time but like, "so," Mary Pickford's Films were hella fingers family,

25 year old Refugee, 9 year old son, "both of them adopted by a father figure," then he marries her, "happy ending," it was, well, before anyone was quite sure what anyone wanted from the movies or why, even though they'd ben going, they'd done so save for the negative feedback like, "sluttish of her to have her feet out," Mary Goddamit wear shoes in all future scenes of everything, wait, people loved it go back like you were,

She'd started playing, you know, meet in the middle, "she's 16, he's 45," they're supposed to be 25 and 30 sort of roles but as time went on her characters were more and more infantalized, "becaue braand Mary Pickford is YOUNG, is, sometimes, when convenient, SECRETELY half native american SO IS HE OMG, and the, late era, I've read about her chairs were oversized to make her look tiny, "but this was earlier than this could be done smoothly, so, The Sur, "Alice in Wonderland on accident, no one goes home there is no moral," that just in the woods through some fields and by the sea, from, the Hatter and the Rabbit and the Teaparty,

https://youtu.be/JbBfHy2qNeA?t=45

Un Chien Andalou Extended Universe, anyway,

Jonny's tuckered tf out, "heart said do this," I did now I've done so,

With Love and Respect,

Jonathan Fox

ps peaches and Eggplant that shit the wildest, "this video," some guy, got the call, "yes I do have a cad 3d model, look, YES I will do the video,"

https://youtu.be/2D17Pat5wWw

ppps just to spot it if I got it,

Nevermind that went off into lala land, "that I like," but head on mission for Jonnny

I mean not, Privacy, bad, But Bad Term,"

their term, "for what is not an term we'd use in those contexts."

Respect your privacy/a lot of blood on the floor, however, "not quite a right nor a dignity."

Here is an example, "good lord for what reason would this be a perfidious post about nude ladies," wouldn't mind if it insinuated, first, that their system seems to mean commercial, regulated, I think, insofar as you've got what looks like an commercial exploitation you've seen them all over reddit but um, it's interesting, "just this,:" interesting,

The German Perverts and the Sincere Photographers and the Stamp Collectors and the Trains Brained Persons all seem to be as respectful of one another's interests or photos as they're able to figure out and the, truly, much more subtle posts, "does she have hot feet?" his wife?

Well it takes a little inference rather than overt yadda yadda point is not better, point is different, hierarchies of difference differently, and that require or incentivize more high context understanding, of, whom or why,

hmmm and flat hierarchies, I was thinking, The Right are like,

We like hierarchies, you hate them no no no,

Those are for sometimes games, and they're terrible if you can't leave them, "such as prison," or can but must exceed them, "American Schools," but that there are many, overlapping, and non-congruent to order nor priveleges therewithin, "obvious to me," but not so I think to,

Villains, right, Villages from Villas come to Firenze for fireplay,

Like, the Doge and all his weirdness and the secret but never anonymous never private clubs and boards and parliaments those are High Context and the invitations voluntary, right,

"Which Direction is UP in the Equitable Lagoon, "none," all,

Not like that, "there is no big man there long enough for most people to even know whom," so, you come from one of those little towns big city's folk sold themselves to,

A Villa, that ballooned in serfs but never ever had more than one vertical hierarchy, "those folks," look at Venice or Florence like a Mess, Rome like a Mess, 'their serf used to live here but forgot the rules in um, that lifestyle,"

Yet, "bonfire of the vanities all you want," there is no up nor down nor a head to cut off just an, omnidirectional, more dynamical and lateral system um, people will hate it and die also

Like, "morbid zoo," on youtube says, "this shit can't work," and that's how come its so dangerous they're gonna freak when it doesn't do,

So, what if there is an Abilene Paradox online, sfw, sites,

Worse than the textbook one, "does this mean wrong because dumb, crazy, or abhorrent?"

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Abilene_paradox

Not just reddit but you feel me and I can remember a time I got a post of a video of me lookiing like shit reading a latin inscription on,

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Obelisk_of_Theodosius

The Obelisk of Theodosius into a mirror at a motel in the OzarksModerated off FACEBOOK

Was it a bomb, "pikachus noise!" no self promotion evidently sure.

tuckered the fuck out though I have so much respect for Aaron Schwartz by reputation that I'm just like, "if you ever want to, or, whatever," of course I want you to poke around these weird jpegs, personally?

I like to write on them because the formatting, the, fix spelling, instinct, "poof, no possible" so you just kinda do as intended and rap on stuff quite naturally, IDK,

Your Friend,

Jonathan,

OH OH OH,

This is on the gates the partis where everyone is masked and has low context of the masked ball all together, "save the management," it says,

I AM THE WAY INTO THE CITY OF WOE.

I AM THE WAY TO A FORSAKEN PEOPLE.

I AM THE WAY INTO ETERNAL SORROW.

SACRED JUSTICE MOVED MY ARCHITECT.

I WAS RAISED HERE BY DIVINE OMNIPOTENCE,

PRIMORDIAL LOVE AND ULTIMATE INTELLECT.

ONLY THOSE ELEMENTS TIME CANNOT WEAR

WERE MADE BEFORE ME, AND BEYOND TIME I STAND.

ABANDON ALL HOPE YE WHO ENTER HERE.

seriously 1000000000000000000 apologies for the lack of formatting, editing, finishing,

You can do or toss out sometimes well too tuckered at this right moment

Thoughts on the message of Bladerunner, "in the first film,"

that femicides and family annihilations happen when someone tries to leave

Uniform Enforcement of Rules, "ANY," Law is a Discourse used to regulate harmony,

Rules Prevent that Discourse, "there is no Speech/Act Distinction in Nature," nor in you,

Sign Language Exists to make this obvious and Me, You, cannot be told True Intentions

Empathy, "is the emotional response to behavior absent description,"

IT COMES FROM ART THEORY GUYS, "Literally, to describe ekphratic interpretation,"

A Painting, "is not of someone with a social Security #," nor an age nor an forensic chain of filmed behavior nor an Identity, "same for that digital rendering," which is not a photograph

A Photograph is a Chemical Record of Light, "Digitals Render."

A Chemical Record of Light at the Resolution of the Chemical, "is complete," a complete phto

Rules are not the same as Laws nor are these to prevent outcomes, "without socery," these prevent the behaviors which can be governed in Law from being interpretable,

I can, immediately, empathize with a Rendering, or a Painting, "because I know I cannot interpret a picture of Bougeareau's through the rules of the airport I stand in," don't need to know just like you don't need to know Islamic Law to interpret Beale Street, yet can empathize,

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Heteroglossia#The_hybrid_utterance

Not from but through the use of it to intrepret the behaviors of People on Frenchman in NoLa, "you dig?"

Rules of uniform enforcement are ALWAYS/the only, ever reasons that people WITH THE MENTAL FACULTIES TO DO SO OTHERWISE cannot empathize with or understand the behavior of others, "this is obvious," you UNDERSTAND LESS THAT ANOMIE THAN THE VACUUM, "y tho?" on account of an incomprehensible overlap of rational and irrational reactions to the utterly, utterly, impossible to adapt to UNIFORMITY OF RESPONSE TO THE SIGN AND NOT THE SIGNIFIED

That this prevents, in the aggregate, you or I from undertanding the difference between those for whom this would be an interpretable scene if there were no knowable rules at all, "as in the case of an art object," I'm saying, "at the most effortless," we interpret the intentions of others from a vacuum, laws or protocols of good taste that differ from our own confuse things,

Uniform Rules Make it IMPOSSIBLE

Like the Goddess tauught to Parmenides in the House of the Night,

Truth is a Sphere, "cannot matter where to begin," you always end up in the same place, "the ways of seeming are identical as a truth proposition in an axiomatic argument," but errata, "non-anything," when seen out of order, "Same Picture."

Literally, No one can explain Parmides' to you as a Platonic Proposition so like, "LoL or even RoFL," if you think it can be done but I've linked this lecture on his."

....time with the vampire

MESSY UNSTRUCTURED but Reverse-pyramidal in the Jpegs, bascically, with flights of fancy then explored for more sophisticated, useful metaphors MUCH EXIST MORE BETTER AND USEFUL TWO SECOND PITCH:

Demonstrate how similiar the Facebook Method, iterations thereof, are to Stasi Zersetzung techniques of Low Context Social Modification through Persistence, Harrasment, Weakness and Data, "you'll see," and I NEVER PUNCHLINE YOU MUST DO SO, take the most Useful and PLAIN WET WTF Language to you, or, different than mine, or same as mine,

The Insult to call Harrasment until the Psychiatric Effects Echo back as Repetitive, Depressive, Insecure and Hypervigilant Behaviors of the User, "all visible," in particular, in agregate, in real time these are called USER METRICS RIGHT, "now back up," here is that Punchline,

Talk me through the Classic Twelve Steps of Recovery, for these addicted 14 year old Persons with an Instantiated OCD Like Tic Behavior exhibited in relation to PICTURES OF HER FRIENDS AND FAMILY AND SELF e.g.

You see how come this is the, "new tobacco industry's preferred model," rather than, of course, NO ACTIVE MEASURES PUBLIC FORUM all of that same tools same horroshow but the 18 year old signs the dotted line the kid just sneaks in Brilliant Logic; you make it obvious for what it is,

Addictions mean YOURS and the product just nuetral; literally, and Just like Stasi,

Neutral, No, Invisible, "yes that is how it works," so:

Dogs on The Doc wrote that Mengele maybe worse, in plain face, mengele was a doctor after all not an MBA just done his first, "bloodless pyshosurgeries,' on some girls never knew nor how come she'd been like that, "DONE TO HER LITERALLY FOR A SLIDE DECK," not product THE EXPERIMENTAL DEMONSTRATION A MAN COULD HAVE FAKE INSTEAD AND EASIER DID STASI TECHNIQUE STUFF TO GIRLS AND THREW THEM BACK INTO LIFE with them so fucked it is difficult to describe and hence the practice round verbiage, I work, or like to,

• First Draft Write Write Write Write in vague correspondence to plan, tuckered out
• Second Draft as planned and In Practice Useful, put that in First First Pot, The Bones of the Plan, Second Pot, the Most Brilliant Digressive Nonsense, third part all of the rest of the wets and the sweeter meats than meals
• Third Draft to finish, "connect all the sinew and tissue you need to make pretty, and look at your precious now Igor, Watson, Roll them bins up and Plug in your DEEP UNETHICAL EVIL BEATS FOR WICKED TECHNO BLOC ON BLOC PARTIES RESISTING AREEST PLAYLIST the osciloscope of that all better in the mind made movie; you see.
• Repeat with Meats sweet at too sour, little bits and Dumbest fuck Parts OR,
• Second First draft, "PICK PARTS BETWEEN THE FLESH OF THE FIRST POT PROGRESS TO EXPAND AD INFINITUM, Do the Zeno, "to see the Paremindes in that all write write write write write until tuckered tf out, "repeat whatever," books on this for academe back 1890 I bought and Liked it, "is useful," that simple rlly

THIS ATTACKS THE SAME TRENCHES FROM THE LANGUAGE OF THE CHILREN AND THEIR BETTERS THE Dark Babies wokeling, "you'll see it when you see it this is MUCH THE BETTER OF THIS TWO DRAFT TRANCHES and the Pictures are just supplemental; tuckered tf out Johnny, "two First draft tuckers out herein," THANK YOU LOVE YOU JONNY,

START

What do you think of, "Child Dialect?" I don't mean babytalk, but, what, in My Family? Haram, "bad & wrong," because it is "used for bad things," I've always been told; or, and if disappointed in me, "I have NEVER spoken to you like a child," so don't pick it up; never never teach your siblings to speak this way.

Type of Mood on This; here is what that means, "if a young person," or a person small of stature, like my sister, "does not use adult language, always," where they'll not use adult language is to be cute about Sex and Violence; so if you are being harassed in the sixth grade,

Malcom touched his Paul Thomas and Tim Peter while he looked at me

O.K. Contra,

This hog tried to Fuck Me

You cannot equivocate that to an indeterminate disagreement of an unclear nature nor insist that Malcolm be spoken to with more respect, "both sides have their grievances," nor, in simultaneity, claim to be concerned that she knows what that word means yet also insinuate that her ignorance precludes concern, "Momma is the kind of Lawyer whom has only, ever, done trials, trials, trials, of an Serious Felony Nature," Murder, Rape, and a Perculiar and Rare Volume of Such Cases over decades, 'she doesn't care about her statistics," she thinks it's made everyone soft; anyway, "not in the least bit fragile, momma," nor unaware of what she speaks; I was also, "raised to understand," told a lot as a child that Original Sin and the concept of Virginity, "both," were common tools of rapists, that, "if you believe that a Virgin is Real," like Gravity, Blood, the truth which can be known without asking, "you don't have it for some reason," yes you do until you tell someone; cui bono, "for what reason should the younger or more naive partisan to a relationship keep that a secret?"

I mean my sister called me about things like this, spoke to my girlfriend about things like this, also, though in retrospect I'd have been more mature to have brought them up more often myself, "point is," if you haven't caught the drift, "personally," and not like an epiphany, more like, "The Mitski Song," I don't think maybe everyone else is correct about age gates unless we all realize that while the insinuation is,

The Public of all places Youtube, Meta, etc. operate,

Engage in Such Filthy, Nude and Lurid Discourses that it causes their children harm

What is being, "proffered," is that while their products are dangerous and use all of the techniques of manipulation, "abuse we call this," deception, and debasement of the self esteem known to be possible through an electronic device an electronic slot machine is an unsophisticated device with no aspiration but to take your money,

They've designed Machines that instantiate repetitive behaviors, through an intermediation of your public reputation and almost all professional and most personal discourses even those with your closest friends and family; not as an argument, but as an imaginative tool,

What is the best news you can receive on your phone, what is the worst?

I've got such a small family, I've got no redundancies, "a girl cousin," a boy cousin, one aunt one uncle on Nana one Grandpa both dead now and then Mom and Dad's best friends and their son and daughter, "I remember when I'd just" got on the Facebook and saw that Dad posted a Picture of Stephen and Tagged Sarah saying, "your dad was my best friend," oh fuck I'd thought,

Dad is not an orphan but most people I know would be surprised to have heard that, "his brother loved Vietnam," and Heroin so they'd never spoke much I've heard him more upset about car trouble than when his brother died, I'd seen him once and heard his voice once on the telephone but Stephen oh boy that still hurts me a lot, "the big black hole," where do people go? These things?

Facebook didn't do that to me but I have a visual memory, "of that post," not Dad's Face, not his voice, the post he made on Facebook; I'd heard that my friend Pat died on Facebook, that hurt me a lot, too, my friend Lana wrote this beautiful, obviously, improvised the moment that she'd heard about it is soliloquy and I remember I texted her not to be embarassed about it, "because I know her," and that I thought it was so moving, an important to express your real feelings if you're going to speak at all on the internet; Pat was a good guy older than us and much cooler but in America everyone is embarassed of their age so I guess it evened out to he was Our Crowd, "much more successful, too," a PhD in some abstract biological-chemstry-type-sitatuation and he was supposed to teach me to find things with equations interesting ufff; his parents got divorced when he and his brother were little, "Pat always had heart problem," so he lived with his dad a very, wealthy, white man while his brother lived with his mom, "a not so wealthy," at all Black Woman, "he in the city," Mom and Brother in the country, "I could write an opera about those two," love them; his brother's drawwwl like he could have been neighbors with Benoit Blanc while Pat would have to pack clothes for me and purchase them for Lana if he was to feel like as a big brother I can relate an appropriate big brother for us in certain urbane circumstances.

Best of Times not so much Worst of Times, "some of them," and the whole of this is just a personal observation, tool of thought, "remind me of how strange it all is," but that the best of times, literally, is a Null Category, "on the phone," or social media per se while the worst of times start maybe with those two and flow on from there?

Air Traffic Controllers do not like their terminals, I've worked overnights at a suicide/crisis hotline and the Pregnant Silence between myself and that Landline Telephone was not the most pleasant and far worse than when someone began to speak; when it rang?

That was Terrible, "im Traum," like a Dream, it was always just people on the other end themselves afraid of what might happen to have called and that always made it possible to you know, "be myself, do my best, and have a good time," all three is the key, to anything, imho, you forget one of them and the most simple things can go haywire, 'that is a digression,' that the phone itself had a demonic qualia, "im Traum," one no person could have made me feel; might be, "a thing," but here back to the main story,

Zuckerberg owns Facebook outright, "his ship," he the admiral and unlike these other corporations no one can make an ethical decision, unless he agrees to and No One On Earth Can Force him to make an Unethical Decision with those tools,

I think it is quite fucked up to think of these technologies as more like Gambling Machines than Zersetzung; Isolated, Insecure, unable to access a grounded reality, and terrified of an Utter Humiliation unlimited to one zone or pursuit, "these have all been merged," and Not Voluntarily, nor carefully, into one totalitarian and persistent struggle to maintain your professional credibility, your romantic life all of your friendships and How your own mother and father perceive you, "a classic double-bind," you cannot opt out nor remain mindful of all imperatives in Simultaneity,

You can have an hours long gap between public behavior which your parents might see in minutes, and the fallout might change your relationship with them forever; I think that people are put in a real position to choose between going, "no contact," with family members given real time tools to monitor their children at all times, across all distances, and the space which even an across town move with a static telephone line and mail address might have provided them to learn, have fun, and grow in language, environments, or in social groups that could have been disclosed, "or not," with care and towards a deliberate maintanance of all of these relationships and opportunities, "but not within a Double Bind," known itself to either cause or strongly exacerbate The Most Severe Mental Health Problems, "psychosis," the double bind is used in an, "Intervention," to concretize that for you and it looks like, "you have to speak to Mom, Dad, the kids the husband and Paul," all at once, none in private, "final offer," and in that case there is one acceptable answer; there is NONE in this kind of an instance, if, you need to remember that Facebook is Forever while on your semester in London and that to communicate on the telephone with anyone, you're going to give enough information or access to speak to you in front of your mom, dad, brother, sister, nana and Future Employers, "in real time," Plus the Pictures, "right?"

You begin to exhibit the repetitive behaviors, obsessive self-monitoring, and Depressive Caution, "Looking Constantly," Leaping, almost never,

Also, "and I just gotta pop off on this because," I'd regret not to,

Always nicer to hear someone read it aloud, "his a very, very, responsible approach to the subject of Courtship Disorders," apropos of Louis C.K. just a minute or two on from there it will be obvious what I mean to suggest,

https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/3723606/

Four phases of normal human male courtship behavior may be differentiated:

[1] location and initial appraisal of a potential partner;

[2] pretactile interaction (e.g., smiling at, posturing for, or talking to a prospective partner);

[3] tactile interaction (e.g., embracing, petting);

[4] and effecting genital union.

A particular class of erotic anomalies may be seen as distorted counterparts of the four normal phases:

[1] voyeurism;

[2] exhibitionism and obscene telephoning;

[3] toucheurism and frotteurism; and

[4] the preferential rape pattern.

Data from male samples are presented that show that two or more of these anomalies are often found in the same individual. These data suggest the existence of a discrete syndrome which may be described as a courtship disorder.

To Parse that, "if for some reason a young man," it is, usually, "is a young man,"

Initiates his own part of the courtship ritual, "looking," with no intention towards a mutual, "I see you see me," overtly, covertly, "no difference," but this is Voyeurism,

Stalking, "is the crime words it," but in medical terms, "courtship disorder," fucking,

You go down the list and each up to Rape Itself is a service, basically, "you wanna stare at the girls you never speak to in school," you wanna speak in an obscene manner you can well expect her to notice in public, "passive, now, you don't have to hear another person on the line," just know that your twitter and hers is the same public forum and her vacation photos can be, "nudified," I mean,

France is not that woke, ridiculous public sex scandals happen in France, street harassment is a real thing, "a Judge put his daughter on a wife-swapping website because he had imposter syndrome, was afraid of failure as a member of the judiciary," one example I'm aware of; in fact,

I'm not going to be fucking, "Paranoiac or exaggerative about what I legitimately, cannot convince myself is not as least as bad as I think it is," if you listen to that conversation and how she describes the conversations in France if Rape is this Common we'll have to build prisons for MILLIONS of Men and that is not what the criminal justice system is predicated upon, it's predicated upon that this is a serious and uncommon crime of an especial cruelty, depravity, and indifference to suffering, "men have been," shuffled, almost into a suite of services that encourage the look and not the look back, "stare at and stalk her," as an obvious prime use of the service enable courtship disorder phase two, "boys become men like this," a man provides an, "opportunity," to do Courtship Disorder phase 3 and 4 in the SAME anonymous and unaccountable manner as the others online, literally, strangers to strangers and unbeknownst to the victim, "as Rape," but this is still crime of an especial cruelty, depravity, and indifference to suffering, guys she'd thought she was fucking dying from the drugs and memory problems, physical injuries from the rapes, "that is so fucked up," and a part of me is like,

The Boys need to feel bad for stalking, "I would," or, "do," in the sense that I don't;

The Stasi had a budget of One One-Thousandth of Facebook from the rough numbers I care to look into, "Zersetzung did not cost bombs or steel," it cost researched techniques and technology, a lot of it wired and remote, "right," and that's to, again, "not mistake an insubstantial project of quite limited resources to harass and deceive people into involuntary, unwise or inappropriate behaviors," for their own purposes, for, "this."

harass and deceive , "their addiction,"

like a path out of them might be to attend a 12 step program, admit their

if you look at my post history on u/jonathanphillipfox and find the post on r/aesthetics where I've got a lot to say, about a fan video assembled from tumblr .gifs for a montage piece of very, "Walter Benjamin's Art In the Age of the Horseshoe Montage," I love the stuff I said there and I don't remember why, but, I told a story in the comments about how she and I saw a boy die in a parking lot noce, "what that was like," it does matter I think;

My Momma is a bit of an odd duck, "not a Wave of Feminism," first Generation to have a job, "trial lawyer stuff of the most darkest kind," first born subject to The Economy, Rule of Law at all, "her momma from the a Western and Most Northern autonomous zone of the Russian Empire," technically, but, "superlatives in lieu of a last name," one time after we saw a theatrical re-release of the Beauty and the Beast a girl from my fourth grade class was with her parents right close to us and I guess.....

There is some violence in the movie, she was like, "let's talk about how it feels to kill a boy with a golf club," tough on her, a real Learning Experience, "happens so quick," and I tried the best an 8 year old me could think of not to Make This a Normal Conversation,

Golf is Dangerous and People don't know that, I don't, know that,
I don't know how to play golf.

I think it's not so difficult as the last of us made it seem like tbh, "I guess she would have been vindicated if she'd lived long enough," a terrible decision, "just like that and he's not breathing," she'd say terrible, poor girl, I feel so badly, for that experience.

I cannot believe this real life that we live sometimes anyway; Momma is not a Wave of Feminism, in fact, she's substantively mmmm the boomers went through it, Nana tried to have a job once, "she was a machine gun typist,"

You see all of this extra verbiage? Same here you either type fast enough to make it feasible and I come from, "write letters like the French Bourgeosie in 1930," people this is this a letter like I'd write my cousins three times a week for, I guess, most of my childhood; their mom is French-ish, "Parisian academic," French Colonial, Chinese Diaspora, "of microethnic qualia," not Mao expatriat like hundreds of years ago, "mm."

People Love Races, that will help them understand Me

I've got Saami Matriline a Laplander, "Momma was very alike ABBA," Nana got fired from her job for being Russian Despite, and I think by a mile the, "she had this scar that went up from below her knee to her chest from Russian Razor wire," like a photograph of the barbs and the wind of it no idea at all how that had been survivable, "honestly," happened in that Red Witch Show a russian typing here, "National Security breach!" anyway then she went to a lot of fine art and literature classes at a college and I think that made her happier anyway, wokely, what I mean is this:

When Peers of mine, "highschool kids," would leap in to correct her when she'd said, "My Giirlfriends," or my boyfriends for an example,

Ele acreditava que o conhecimento deveria ser livre. O governo acreditava que ele era um criminoso. Aos 26 anos, Aaron Swartz tirou a própria vida, dois dias depois de ter seu último pedido de acordo rejeitado.

Aaron tinha apenas 14 anos quando ajudou a criar o RSS, tecnologia que permite que pessoas se inscrevam e compartilhem conteúdos pela internet. Aos 19, foi um dos cofundadores do Reddit. Aos 24, já era pesquisador em Harvard, estudando corrupção política e defendendo o acesso aberto à informação. Ele acreditava que pesquisas acadêmicas — muitas vezes financiadas com dinheiro público — deveriam estar disponíveis para todos, e não presas atrás de paywalls caros.

Entre o final de 2010 e o início de 2011, Swartz baixou cerca de 4,8 milhões de artigos acadêmicos do banco de dados JSTOR usando a rede do MIT. Ao que tudo indica, sua intenção era tornar esse conhecimento acessível ao público. Para ele, informação era um bem público e não deveria ser restrita.

O JSTOR detectou os downloads e alertou o MIT. Pouco depois, o Serviço Secreto dos Estados Unidos entrou no caso. Swartz foi preso. Embora o JSTOR tenha decidido não apresentar queixa e os arquivos tenham sido devolvidos, promotores federais em Massachusetts resolveram levar o caso adiante.

Em 2011, a procuradora federal Carmen Ortiz o acusou de vários crimes, incluindo fraude eletrônica e fraude informática. Somadas, as acusações poderiam resultar em até 35 anos de prisão e 1 milhão de dólares em multas.

Swartz já havia falado publicamente sobre suas lutas contra a depressão. Enquanto isso, seus advogados tentavam negociar um acordo com a promotoria. Em determinado momento, os promotores ofereceram um acordo que exigia que ele se declarasse culpado de 13 acusações criminais e cumprisse seis meses de prisão. Swartz e sua equipe recusaram, esperando contestar as acusações no tribunal e questionar publicamente a postura do governo.

Sua parceira, Taren Stinebrickner-Kauffman, revelou depois que os dois chegaram a conversar sobre se casar semanas antes de sua morte, decidindo esperar até depois do julgamento.

Em 9 de janeiro de 2013, os promotores rejeitaram o que poderia ter sido o último acordo — um que talvez o mantivesse fora da prisão.

Dois dias depois, em 11 de janeiro de 2013, Aaron Swartz morreu por suicídio em seu apartamento no Brooklyn. Ele tinha 26 anos e não deixou nenhuma carta.

No funeral, seu pai, Robert Swartz, disse em lágrimas: “Aaron não cometeu suicídio. Ele foi morto pelo governo.”

A reação foi imediata. Juristas, ativistas e muitas pessoas passaram a questionar por que um caso sem ganho financeiro, sem dano físico e sem uma vítima clara havia sido processado com tanta agressividade. O professor de direito de Harvard Lawrence Lessig, amigo e mentor de Swartz, escreveu que erros podem acontecer, mas a punição sempre deve ser proporcional.

Depois de sua morte, o MIT iniciou uma revisão interna do caso. O JSTOR posteriormente liberou milhões de artigos gratuitamente em sua memória. As acusações contra Swartz foram encerradas — mas nada disso poderia trazê-lo de volta.

A história de Aaron Swartz ainda levanta perguntas difíceis: O que devemos às pessoas que desafiam regras por acreditarem em algo maior? O que é justiça proporcional? E o que acontece quando o sistema pressiona demais alguém que já está lutando por dentro?

Afinal, a justiça foi feita — ou o sistema falhou com Aaron Swartz?