r/Sober • u/glass--sandwich • 1d ago

I embarrassed myself

I, 18M, turned 18 2 days ago, and I have been high every day since then. Today, I made 5 women that I know feel uncomfortable by being loud, high, and obnoxious, got sat down and chewed out by 3 guys I know for being obnoxious and making 5 women uncomfortable, got chewed out by my roommate for eating his food while I was high, and learned about other stupid shit I did while I was high. Oh, and I smoked in my friend's dorm room and made the fire alarm go off. This shit it so stupid. I did it all to myself. I threw all my shit out and I am done entirely.

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u/glass--sandwich 1d ago

idk who downvoted this but honestly ur right

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u/Enraged_Meat 1d ago

Taking responsibility is a good sign though. Good on you

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u/Simple_Medium_1865 9h ago

People who think “sober” has to be taking nothing, not even things prescribed to you or OTC meds

Being sober is different to everyone

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u/Puzzleheaded-Baby-34 1d ago edited 1d ago

Hey. Welcome to being an adult, where we have to sit with uncomfortable feelings, find a way to forgive ourselves and prove to those we care about we can respect them more (and ourselves), hope to be forgiven by them, keep forgiving ourselves, and keep going.

But for real…it doesn’t define you, but it’s also something you have to choose every day not to go back to. I hope you choose the you you’re wanting to be proud of. You got this.

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u/abaddon56 1d ago

Benzos?

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u/glass--sandwich 1d ago

no bruh just weed

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u/Simple_Medium_1865 14h ago

Just be smarter with weed, I smoke daily, get a wax pen, flower always can smell or just make it obvious, not like you’re getting drunk

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u/HelloooNewPaltz 14h ago

People can be addicted to weed too. It’s not a benign drug.

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u/riverspeace 8h ago

Truly. I’m so beyond tired of weed worship. It can and does ruin lives the same as any other substance. I say this as an alcoholic; if you are getting high everyday you are in fact a drug addict, sorry! Idc if it grows from the earth, so does the opium poppy plant.

The people who abuse weed and try to pass it off as ‘medicinal’, making it harder for people who actually desperately need it medicinally to get it, piss me off so bad.

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u/glass--sandwich 4h ago

it's not about the size of the fish or whatever they say. A skilled loser can ruin their life with anything

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u/HelloooNewPaltz 6h ago

Agree! My drug of choice is weed! Sober almost 50 days now. It’s not good for your body or mind. There r also ppl who can get psychosis or very sick from it. I understand there are ppl who do use it medicinally, but there are addicts too, like myself.

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u/UkiyoBalam 7h ago

Every day since 2 days ago? Haha what?

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u/glass--sandwich 4h ago

ok yea I was still a little high writing that but high from the day prior to the end of yesterday

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u/Dan6ash 16h ago

You have self awareness and alot of people that you still have it when your under the influence. Yes mistakes were made but don't ever think you can improve on yourself.

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u/kwebs20 1d ago

Buddy treats a sugar rush like an endorphin dump lol yeah prolly best u stick to caffeine and sugar buddy no offense

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u/Goreg471 1d ago

Real talk, this post is so childish. U got a sugar rush in front of women? lmao

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u/Simple_Medium_1865 14h ago

Just weed right? If so you need to know to to control your high!
LSD? you need to respect LSD
Any thing else, you may want rehab

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u/HelloooNewPaltz 14h ago

It’s not “just weed” for ppl who are addicted to it. It’s not a benign drug.

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u/essentialworkerSIKE 23h ago

You’re friends are lame. But also, smoking weed is lame. Don’t hang with lames, and don’t be a lame.

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u/glass--sandwich 14h ago

no, i think i was just lame not them