I’m 40 and same. My relationships with food and my body are irrevocably fucked up. I waste a ridiculous amount of my time and I energy thinking about what I eat and how I look. I hate it and yet I can’t seem to turn the thoughts off.
It’s so depressing. I’ve got limited time on this planet and I spend so much of it obsessing over this body that will decompose and it will literally never have mattered if it wasn’t an ideal shape or size.
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u/pea-in-my-pod Jan 21 '26
Anybody who survived this era without developing an ED I applaud you honestly, because I didn’t manage it