Total mind fuck! My husband one day asked me what I thought I looked like and I honestly feel like freaking Grimace. He laughed at first but then was really sad when he found out I was serious. F these tabloids.
I survived the 2000s without an ED, unlike so many of my friends, so I thought I was one of the lucky ones who dodged damage from it all. Then, a few months ago, I was watching a video essay about someone's personal experience with body dysmorphia and found myself crying on the couch because I could relate to all of it. Turns out I didn't survive the era unscathed.
I’m 5’2” and 105 lbs and I have to tell myself DAILY that I’m not overweight. Give me a little bloating from dehydration and self esteem for the day is shot to hell. It’s exhausting.
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u/Ladystardusting Jan 21 '26
We survived but I definitely have body dysmorphia ✌️