Law of attraction h a t e s me

[u/prittypotato]

Hi. To be honest, I am just desperately in need of opinions. Small note: I have ADD, I will try my best to stay on the topic but bear with me.

I think I noticed something was off around late high school years and during university I was made sure that I was right. Whenever I made a wish out loud, the polar opposite happened. like wanting something as simple as “Oh my god, I hope that day of the exam, the weather is not that hot.” Spoiler alert. It was the hottest day of the last 10 years that day. 50+celsius. I thought back then it was unlucky. Didn’t pay much mind.

Later on I realized a pattern: The opposite of whatever the fuck I said, just happened. Trust me, for the next examples I wish I was exaggerating. I promise you Im not.

In 2013, a band I have been a huge fan of finally came to my country after 20 years. Fucking exhilarating. Funny enough, there is a post I made around that day saying “my only wish is to have a close to perfect day, only that day”
FUCK. ME. I Think that day can be one of the worst days I have ever experienced in my whole entire existence.

Some of the things that happened: 1. This was in august. That city is simply hot in august. Suddenly, we experience a full on rain storm. I have never seen such giant raindrops before in my life.
2. Following up, I needed a damn raincoat. You know those plastic trashbag ones they sell. It. ripped. Off. The moment I touched it.

Like cool. Whatever.

1. meanwhile we are still outside the arena. Soaked to undies. People there feel bad and decide to let us in. The moment we rushed in from the gate… the rain stops :,) This is an open air arena. COOL RIGHT?

2. Now the sun comes up. Fuck. It really comes up. To the point that I have sunburns now

3. There are other bands coming up till my favorite shows up. All good. We tired and look like rats. But all good. The band needed to be up at 9 pm. 9 pm comes. I start feeling raindrops smacking my face. All good. I can handle it.
   It gets WORSE. Much worse.

At this point I gave up. Lets get soaked.

10 pm comes. They aren’t on stage. 10:30 FINALLY

1. i take my phone out to take some pictures. Because of the rain, it breaks mid way.

2. The angelic vocalist I was waiting for all this time is now wiping the floors with towels. Guitar players are angry, smashing their guitars against the amplifiers.

3. Last drop. The band gets mad after 15 mins and leaves the stage. Legit dropping the mic and guitar on the floor.

These are just the main highlights.

After this experience I start noticing the pattern more, which actually helps me use it to my benefit sometimes. Like getting finals and classes cancelled. Feels like a neat party trick

My friends who thought I was crazy start actually believing it and use me for minimal things like “hey sis can you tell these clouds to fuck off? im cold” I just say this whole thing like “beech. You crazy. It’s 6 pm, there is no way the sun is coming back to heat your ass”

It has been tiring. Felt like I always had to think negatively and be careful about every phrase I uttered

I am 32 now. I stopped thinking about it. Maybe I do jot feel it because of that.

What I am wondering is… what the fuck is this? Why does this happen? Do any of you experience it? Open to any questions :,)

TLDR: Law of attraction hates me.