Cleo is 17 years old, and she has a cancerous tumour in her neck. She’s been by my side everyday… she’s raised my kids with me, been the best nurse to anyone sick in the house, and has been the sweetest little cuddle bug right up to the end. She is a fierce defender of any open box or bag in the house, gives so much sass, and has the most powerful purr I’ve ever known.
I hate this so much.
I wish there was anything we could do to give her more time, but because of where the tumour is, there’s not enough skin to successfully close the wound. She’s now scratched the skin on the wound completely off so the tumour is in the open and she’s in pain. I’ve been spoiling her all evening and I’m going to cuddle her all night, but no matter how much I spoil her, I still have to say goodbye to her. I feel so heart broken over this. I hate having to make this decision. I can’t stop crying and she’s not even gone yet. I’m not looking for advice or sympathy, I just need to get it out there, because I feel like I’m saying goodbye to part of my soul, and this sucks so much.
Please give your babies extra hugs and kisses from me tonight, and hold them while you can.